would you still Be There?

Now thats over

Alan's POV:
I woke up the next morning in the arms of the man I had fallen for years ago. It seems that we had fallen asleep watching a movie. The entire night I know that I had finally told Austin. I couldn't believe that  I couldn't tell him myself. I looked at my phone as it showed the time

Holy crap. it was 7:42am 

I wasn't going to be able to go back to sleep ..lovely .

I slowly looked at Austin.
He was still knocked I smiled slowly breaking the males grip around me. I slowly broke out of it walking into the kitchen as, i made some coffee.

I took my coffee as I sat on the couch looking at my phone scrolling through Facebook.
I seen that Austin has not posted anything about anything other than Giselle. I sighed I didn't know what to think. I couldn't believe I had even told him. Well technically I didn't I looked at my missed text and, seen I had one from Maddie..
son of a bitch..
I went to my messages slowly reading it with water building up in my eyes. 

"I hope I ruined your life you fucking lowlife. I hope austin relises what a fucking mistake you are and, you end up on the streets along with being kicked out of the band you worthless piece of human . "

Immediately I had tears running from my eyes.
why was she such a hateful fucking cunt. I curled up in a ball on the couch as I fought trying to breathe . The entire time she was mentally abusive she always  had to bring me down and, if i wasn't already depressed.

Austin's pov :
I thought I was dreaming when I herd weeping it sounded like it was coming from downstairs. Though I am not a hard sleeper. I knew that I wasn't sleeping . I sat up in the bed to find out  that Alan was gone . It was Alan downstairs crying, I stood up running  downstairs. I should of thought about this before hand. I only had on my basket ball shorts. I had reached the bottom of the stairs.

 I had herd the weeping get louder but, Alan was no where to be found.

I started to become frantic.

I just wanted to find him and , make sure that he was okay...

I ran over to the couch to see him. My little ginger boy, crying his eyes out must be fucking Maddie again. I  ran over to him hugging him in my arms. She had ruined him, Thankfully I was here to fix him. I continued to rock him back and, forth. As I finally broke the silence " Alan what is wrong. What happened?" I rubbed his back as, he looked up at me with poofy eyes with tears still beaming down his gorgeous green eyes.

 "M.. Maddie " I fucking knew it.

 "What about her ?" He piled his face in to my chest. Thank god I could speak muffled ginger boy. He sobbed into my chest as, he explained everything that she had said to him. I pulled him into a tighter hug . 

This had to end.

Alan looked up at me with a red freckled face " She right Austin" I was in shock from these words that left his mouth. This bitch really had ruined him ." Alan... how can can you believe a snobby bitch?.. has she ever seen how crazy the fans go over you in a show? girls go crazy . I don't care what she says Alan you aren't going anywhere.. no time soon.." I rubbed his back more as, I pulled him away. Just so  I could see him.

I looked into his green eyes " your not going anywhere I swear.. on my mothers grave."