𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐏𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐍𝐓

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𝘥𝘰𝘯𝘵 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘴 , 𝘪 𝘥𝘪𝘥𝘯𝘵 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘰𝘧𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥

I was laying on the bed watching laying on Leilani stomach. watching tv.

"I can't wait to feel my son kicking" I said

"Daughter" She said as I chuckled

"Nah" I said

I turned around stared at her until she noticed.

"What it's true " She said

"Nah not that" I said as I sat up

"What then?" She asked

"You love me? I asked

"I should slap you for even asking me that. Of course I love you. " She said

"Ighf" I said

"No unt uh.. tell me what else it is" She said

"Nah cause you gone trip and say no. We having a good moment I don't wanna ruin it"

"By yiu not telling me I'll get mad also" She said

"I just feel like I'm not enough for you" I said and she sat up

"Talk to me. Why do you feel that way?" She asked

"Cause ma you want me to give up on something that made me. If it wasn't for this shit, I wouldn't be where I'm at now" I said

"And not just that. It's like you want me to do what you wanna do" I added

"Papa.. I'm sorry you feel that way. But I just want you to be alive so that you can see your child grow up. I don't want our baby to grow up without a father. What I'm I suppose to tell him or her when she asks for you?" She asked

"She won't have to ask for me cause ima always be here. But I just feel like you want me to do this YouTube shit when that's just not me. But I'm only doing it cause I love you and I wanna make you happy. " I said

"Baby you don't have to do it.. look, I know I be doing to much some times. I don't want you to have to act like you happy or act like you love something just because I do." She she said

"I just wanna make you happy ma. I wanna make sure y'all 3 good before myself. That's just how I was raised" I said

"See and that's where you wrong. If you not happy with you Ke'dravious. " She said as she pointed at me. Then you can't make anybody else happy until you are. You can't love anybody correctly because you haven't learned to love yourself first. Self love is very important. " She said

"I do love myself.. I just like seeing you smile" I said

"You make me smile without even trying baby. All you have to do is look at me and I'm smiling. You don't have to lie to me just to make me smile. " She said

"Look I know I been a handful this pregnancy.. I take full responsibility for that but I don't ever want you to have to lie to me for me to be happy." She added