Book of Future

Part 11|Helpful Guides

"I-I'll just have her come back" I muttered to myself. I close my eyes and took deep breaths. I opened them and in my mind I said that I needed the help with the book and my powers and generally some support. My eyesight started getting blurry and bright. It was working! I kept telling myself this and focusing on it really hard until my entire eyesight was covered by pure brightness. It was working, it was really working. When the brightness faded my head started aching like hell. I looked around and I saw a spirit but wasn't wondrous. "Who are you!?" I yelled. The spirit starts says "Calm down child I a-" and I cut it off "CHILD!? I say. "ok, youngling. I am Mary, I am the grandmother of your friend and before you found it I had the power of the book." The spirit said. "BUT I DIDN'T WANT THIS!" I screamed at her. "Shhh.. listen you only asked for help with your book and support so I'm the best person for that. So do you want my help or would you rather a dumb child with 0 brain cells?" She replied. "On one hand you sound like wondrous' grandmother on the other hand you don't sound like her Grandma." I said.

"That doesn't matter now. Your getting better at it I can see that clear but listen there's really no side effects when your angry or sad. The side effects now have calmed down because your body's used to it so you might get headaches but you need to learn to put in the same energy as when your mad or sad." She tells me. "Well uh your brain acts differently with different emotions so it's like impossible unless I'm constantly mad, maybe I can get used to it more or take Tylenol?" I reply. "Well your right.. the brain dose in fact respond differently so it's impossible... and I only did it cause I was so fed up with everything so yes you are right." She says. "Is there anyway I could just y'know get rid of the book?" I asked. "Well yes but no, you can give it up with the intent someone will find it but you can't just y'know throw it away." She answered. "Oh well so I will just do that" I said. "NO! It's too soon you have to keep the book." She told me. "Ughh I hate this!" I muttered. "Don't be so down child you have me to help you." She said. "No." I said to her, my eyesight brightening. "Calm yourself child I can see your eyes." She demanded. "Oh I've always wondered what it looks like to others.. what dose it look like?" I asked her. "Your entire eye ball starts glowing bright gold and when your power activates the light escapes your eyes as a pure gold beam." She answered. "That must be creepy.. and scary." I say to her. "It is." She replied.

My sister opens my bedroom door "who are you talking to?" She asked. "Just.. online friends.." I tell her. "You're .. you're not online.. your phones out in the living room and you don't have anything else on." She replies "Yes I am" I say my vision brightening. My computer turns on to reveal a game on. "See my computers on." I said. "What I swear that wasn't on." She said. "Yes it was.. can you leave?" I asked. "Uhhhhhhh... ok." She said leaving. She closes the door and I get up to lock it. "Ugh sometimes I wish she didn't bother me!" I said. "Don't wish too hard or something bad may happen." Wondrous' grandma said. "Oh shoot I forgot you were here" I said to her. "Then who were you talking to?" She asked. "MYSELF! ITS NORMAL!" I screamed. "Please, don't yell." She demanded. "Ugh honestly I don't need you I can figure this out on my own." I said to her. "You do need me-" she said before I cut her off "DID YOU NEED ANYONE? HM?" I yelled. "Well- no-" She said. "THEN I DONT NEED YOU!" I screamed. My vision was bright and the brightness faded, I didn't see her anymore. Good I didn't need her anyway.

Do I need anyone? I- I have these powers now that I'm learning how to control so I can have anything happen. Well I guess I need people to hang out with I still want friends but I really don't need people that mean nothing to me or are there to support me, I don't need support because if something is wrong I can fix it. I heard a knock on my door. "Hey I need batteries" It was my sister. "And I need you to go away." I said laughing like I was insane. "You ok? You sound crazy." She asked. "Not with you around." I answered. My vision got bright and this time I embraced it. "Goodbye, I never liked you anyways." I said. "What do you mean? O-" She said before she started coughing. "OMG IS THAT BLOOD? THIS ISNT GOOD SHIT SHIT" she screamed. "It's the little things sis, the little things that build up into big things. Now I can finally do something about it." I said to her. She started jiggling my doorknob. "PLEASE HELP ME- I'm feel so horrible- I can't do anything please call 911 please." She said coughing in between each word. "Sorry sis, I hope you find yourself well in the afterlife." I said to her. I heard her fall onto the floor and then the brightness in my eyes faded. I opened my door and saw her on the ground her face drenched in blood and tears. The carpet got blood stains in it as well. I looked at her body and said "I know your there sis, now your just a sad spirit. At least your not in pain anymore." And in just the span of a few seconds I had realized what I had done. I felt guilt but at the same time I felt powerful. What had I done? I killed someone, my sister. I KILLED SOMEONE WITHOUT ANYTHING HAPPENING I CAN DO ANYTHING! If I can do anything then I can do everything horrible. The feelings I had were confusing but I knew one thing. Looking at her dead body made me sick. My vision got brighter and quickly faded.  I had to get rid of her body myself my powers won't do anything. I called 911 because I didn't want to seem like a suspect. "Hello this is 911." The operator said. "My sister just died- she was coughing blood and fell on the ground she's dead she has no pulse." I said when they answered. "Address?" They asked. "123 on dfdfb" I answered. "We're on our way." They said.