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every time i go on social media for too much.. i'll always get so insecure about myself and my eating disorder starts hitting so hard and i'll just start starving myself for one or two days and maybe a week. after that I eat all of my traumas and emotions I have, even though I hate myself but at that point i accepted that I'm not good enough and that's when my depression starts kicking so hard and then I realize it's been two or three weeks that I'm doing this and naturally I will go back to my normal self but after some couple days همچی از اول شروع میشه

and it's not like i don't know that social media is totally fake but well..at the end it's still sad