Dear Diary
It's my Birthday. Today I would be 179 years old but to the people who didn't know my secret, I was 18.
Today will be a good day though because I will be able to spend it with the one person I loved the most in the entire world. And what I will not do is spoil my day by thinking about what I shouldn't be thinking about.
To clarify, I should not be thinking about Luca or Christian or my feelings towards either one. I will not think about how Luca kissed me yesterday and how I almost kissed Christian a couple of days before. I will think of no such thing because all that will do is cause my head to explode into a thousand tiny little pieces.
P.S. No supernatural stuff either. In fact, just pretend like it all doesn't exist.
xo
I huffed, letting out a sigh as I threw myself back onto my bed. My mind was running on overdrive with everything going on and today was the one day I needed a break from it all. As much as I would love to crack this case wide open I needed to put my sanity first and then I could spend the rest of the week ankles deep in this whole supernatural, strange school thing.
Peeling myself off of my bed I went over to my cupboard to look for the care package my Aunt had made me the day I left. Once I found it I pulled it out and began digging for my charm bracelet. Today was the best day to start wearing it since she wanted me to have it for my birthday anyhow.
Where the hell is it? I thought as I continued to rummage through the package but it wasn't in there. It should be in there. That's the last place I saw it and the last place I put it. There is no way it could be missing unless it grew legs and walked out. I know where I put it and it's not there.
I could feel myself begin to panic. That bracelet was a gift, one of the best gifts I've ever gotten, and now it's gone.
Maybe it fell out in the closet. The thought popped into my head in no time and without hesitation, I began rummaging through my closet in search of it. Throwing everything that wasn't it out on my bed, this included my shoes, a few books, some random knick-knacks, and my suitcases which had some mud stains on the bottom of them which I found strange but paid no attention to. I needed that bracelet. She would be here any minute and the last thing I wanted to tell her was that I lost the bracelet she gave me, the same bracelet that took her forever to put together.
Before I could continue my search I heard a knock on my door and my heart immediately skipped a beat.
Oh gosh, that better not be her. I thought to myself as I walked over to my door and opened it to see Christian standing there with a smirk on his face.
"Christian, it's you." I let out a sigh of relief and turned to go back to what I was doing.
He chuckled lightly, "You aren't happy to see me?"
I shrugged, "I thought you were someone else."
Honestly, I wasn't paying too much attention to him right now. All I could think about was that damn bracelet, plus once I get sidetracked it's hard for me to get un-sidetracked.
"What are you looking for?" I watched him take a seat on my chair and watched what I was doing with an amused look on his face.