Mind, Speed, Hate The Psycho

WHAT HAPPENED TO HIS MOTHER?

AVA'S POV

And I just had to ruin the moment.

"Where is she?" I'm not so sure I should be going into this topic but I just can't help it.

"She's dead." I could already tell that from the look on his face.

"I killed her."

"What?" I'm not hearing this right. He killed his own mother how that right? "Nathan we enjoyed ourselves a little to much so I'm going to pretend I didn't hear that. . ."

"I killed her."

"Is everyone around me a bonafide killer?" I asked in disbelief

"I'll tell you about that some other day. You should probably get some rest." He got up allowing me view his muscular back that tried to get out of his black t-shirt just for me to look. He sighed and looked at me. I really couldn't do anything but stare at those green eyes mesmerized. He look hot and really tempting. And with the cute face he was making as he was frustrated was turning a part of me on.

Wait a second! Hot! Tempting! Cute!

You stupid cocksucking bitch he's a killer.

He looked at me with a sadness in his eyes that he quickly masked up with indifference. He's locks fell in the right places of his face giving home the xxxtentacion vibe I'm sure he was going for.

What is this boy doing to me? I can't fall for him. I'm a boss player I can't fall for a player who'd dump me as if I was worthless. My heart can't fall for something dangerous, can it?

"Your drooling princess." Damn he caught me. Wait me drooling?

"What?"

"I know I look like a sex god but you shouldn't stare like that you could miss your chances."

"What chances now?"

"Come on you and I both know you love me."

"In your dreams."

"Yeah I also kissed you in my dream in New York in a beach, on top of a cliff."

"That was an accident."

"What about the other time in my dreams that you looking at my eyes when I woke and became hypnotized, fucked me with your eyes only for you to actually try and do it in person and Cass interrupts."

"That was. . . I blame it on hormones." Of all the freaking times for my face to turn as red as a tomato I had to start blushing now. This guy was really getting to me.

"Meaning you so fucking love this sex god." Referring to him self. I can't help but laugh while he chuckled a bit.

"You have a way with words. I'm speechless."

"That's my job Angel." This cleared the tension that was in here a few minutes ago but now his face turned serious.

"Wait how did you get to know my mom's name again?"

I didn't want to bring my dad into this after all he's been hurting as much as I have." While I was with the Psycho I heard him mention Jessica Audrey so I thought I would ask." I think this is the first time in years I've actually lied. I hate lying. I don't think it suits me and I don't have to lie at school because I do my stuff right so it's no surprise he caught me when I did actually lie to him.

"Your lying."

"How can you say? I haven't lied in how many years."

"I live in a world of lies trust me I know when someone is lying. If you didn't wanna tell no probs. Just don't lie with me sweetheart you can tell me anything."