Mind, Speed, Hate The Psycho

THE HIGHER CULTS.

Ava's POV.

I couldn't believe everything I heard from him. Nathan is a gangster. Correction, was a gangster. This is a lot to take in.

No wonder he was so persistent about this Los Illuminados. He had history with them.

He stands up and stretches his hand for me to take it.

"Where are we going now?" I asked a bit coldly not wanting to touch him now.

"I'm taking you home. I knew you were gonna hate me after telling you this and I don't want to hear it so I want to take you home there you can rant this story to anybody you want to rant it to. Maybe even the cops. I don't deserve to be alive any way after all I've done."

This boy really gets me angry with his way of thinking.

"What in hell would make you think I'm angry with you right now?!" It's a really terrible thing my whole cramps and period started yesterday so this isn't gonna be fun for him at all.

"You sound angry right now."

"I'm angry with you're way of thinking. You told this to Cassandra and she didn't get mad so why on earth do you think I'd get angry?!"

"Why are you comparing yourself to Cass please. You're yelling at me literally and you're telling me you aren't mad you have a really good way of convincing and besides you're not Cass. She understands me. You don't know the first bit about me."

My jealousy is coming in now making me say this.

"No. I don't but for the little bit you told me I know you're a damn coward who'd run away from the people he's meant to protect."

"See this is why I'd never wanted to tell you." He gazed at me emotionlessly.

"Really because I thought it was because you don't want to be pitied. Maybe you can ask your girlfriend Cassandra what to do next time you want to tell someone a secret when your cuddling her in your bed." He just sighed.

"Listen Ava. You don't know what goes on between Cassandra and I. You can never take the place she made in my heart do you understand. Do you want to know why?"

"Because she's the only one who made me feel something again. Like a part of me wasn't broken and I could still fix it to become more. You never cared about me like that." He scoffs." All you want is your own personal bodyguard so you don't die and you can keep living the happy life you want as a school bitch not caring how many other people you make unhappy. If I'm wrong say something that proves it."

". . . " I can't come up with anything to say. Come on Ava, you don't even know what you want.

"That's what I thought. Let's get back before the others start worrying about us." He picked me up and went back to the house.

The others were on the couch playing whatever game it is they where playing.

"Nathan. Oh my gosh where have you been?" My rival rushes up to him and hugs him.

Yes, I said rival.

I mean she's basically fighting for my man.

No, technically you are fighting for her man.

Not now mind.

"We just went on a walk." He looks so convincing saying that.

"Okay I'm not buying what you just said I know you. When you're ready we'll talk about it. For now I'm just glad you and her aren't hurt."

Bitch.

How is she able to tell. Theirs practically no emotion in his eyes to tell you something went wrong.