One month later
Justin's POV
I showered after my concert and headed out to the club.
I was mostly by myself, I ran into a few old friends, some people came up to me to say hi, but I just stayed by the dj booth, drinking and trying to escape reality a little bit.
Maejor and I still haven't spoken, I've tried to reach out to Hailey to try and mend things between us but she has been distant still.
I felt guilty for being so selfish around Maejor, and I felt too embarrassed from my behavior to face him. And Hailey...
I can't even start with that subject. On one side, I didn't think much about her because my mind was too occupied with the thought of Charlotte, but then I catch myself thinking about her, and the fact that i'm married, and start feeling horrible.
Hailey doesn't deserve to be paid like this, after everything. I just can't help it... I- Maejor was right.
I shouldn't had married her.
I had hurt her enough in the past, as teenagers, now I made things worse.
On the other hand, I wanted to go to Charlotte, tell her about how I feel about her, that Hailey left me and there's nothing in the way of us now, but I know she'd never accept coming back to me. She'll think it's wrong, and that we can't be together. Probably not unless Hailey and I are done for good.
Maybe I'm crazy.
Maybe this is some manic episode, and as a result I'm going to end up alone, losing the one person who is always in my corner... for chasing after a relationship that no longer exists.
Or maybe I'm losing the one person I've loved the most in my entire life due to the fear of getting rejected and ending up alone.
Who am I kidding? There's no going back
I lost her years ago.
Charlotte's POV
I sighed as I got inside my car. I had been rushed into it by security before the fans got crazy and made it impossible for me to leave the venue.
Some of them had spotted me and ran after me, now they chased after my car. It was heartwarming watching them, waving they're posters made for me. It was overwhelming thinking about how I used to be one of them until Justin made his way into my life.
We made it out of the venue, and now the fans were nowhere to be seen, which landed me back to reality.
I checked my phone for the first time tonight, but the only notifications I had were from my socials, from my fans.
Maybe I'm hormonal, my period is due soon, but it saddened me not having someone to talk to after these moments.
I had brought Ariana with me to LA because of this reason, I was getting lonely, and the plan was to take her with me on these shows, but she started talking with Maejor again and decided to stay in LA as I traveled.
She asked if I was okay going on by myself before, of course, and I said yes, I didn't want to stand in the way of her and the guy she loves. But that meant that I was always by myself now, I had no one to hang out with, or text with. Yes, I have other friends, but they're busy with their own lives, and due to my schedule, i've kinda lost touch with most of them.
Although I was in love with what I was doing, being so alone all the time... it made me question things.
"Here we are miss." My driver said as we reached my hotel.
