I love you so - min yoongi /jeon jungkook/ cha eunwoo fanfiction

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QUINN's POV

I've been spending more time with Yoongi these past few days and it's quite strange that my feelings for Jungkook hasn't changed at all.
"Are you alright Quinn?" Yoongi asked
"Yeah, i was just thinking about some stuff" I replied
"What kind of stuff?" Yoongi replied
"Oh, um nothing much just some girl stuff you wouldn't understand" I chuckled
"I would love to try and understand anything especially if it involves you" Yoongi smiled as he held my hand
"That's really sweet of you, i appreciate it a lot" I smiled at him as i slowly let go of his hand
"You're still thinking about Jungkook aren't you?" Yoongi sighed
"I'd be lying if i said i didn't have feelings for him anymore" I replied
"I hope i can still change that" Yoongi grinned as he pulled me closer for a kiss
"I can't do this, i'm sorry" I pulled away from the kiss as I left his apartment.

I went to the park and sat on the bench as Jungkook sat beside me.
"Woah you're here" I let out a nervous laugh
"It's not like you own this place" Jungkook smirked
"You really haven't changed you're still the same old mean dude" I giggled
"You still love me though" He grinned
"What?!" I replied in shock
"As a best friend, relax it's not like i'm assuming anything" Jungkook sighed
"Oh yeah, forgot about that, especially when we kind of ended things" I chuckled
"I regret that decision everyday" Jungkook replied
"Why would you even regret that? i mean i think it was for the best" I replied
"Yeah maybe" He replied as he moved closer
"Why are you looking at me like that? i don't think i like where this is going" I could feel my heart beat faster as he moved even closer
"I still love you" Jungkook uttered as he pulled me for a kiss, I just froze and kind of kissed him back. I didn't know what to do I just missed him so bad but i realized we were in public so I had to pull away
"What's wrong?" Jungkook asked
"We shouldn't be doing this especially when you and Trixie are kind of starting to date and I've been spending time with Yoongi" I know I had to lie about how i really felt
"Yeah, you're right" Jungkook sighed
"Yeah" I took a deep breath
"Nothing is official though" Jungkook grinned as he pulled me for another kiss, I didn't really understand what he was trying to do but one thing i knew for sure, I always loved his kisses.

"I really missed you Quinn" Jungkook uttered as he pulled away from the kiss
"But what about Trixie?" I replied
"What about her? Trixie and I already talked about things and she fully understood that we are not gonna work out" Jungkook replied as I was in shock about what he just said.
"What? Are you serious?!" I exclaimed
"Yeah, do i look like i'm joking?" Jungkook uttered as he pulled me closer for a kiss.

The next day, I stayed home and thought about things, I don't understand this, I really thought Jungkook and Trixie were already dating.
"You seem to be thinking about something really deep" Yoongi uttered out of nowhere
"Oh, i'm sorry i was zoning and i totally forgot you were here" I chuckled
"I know a way to make you remember that i'm here" Yoongi grinned as he started to peck on my neck, I just froze until he started unbuttoning his shirt so I pushed him.
"Dude! you know i'm not into that kind of stuff!" I exclaimed
"Look i'm sorry, I always get carried away" Yoongi quickly buttons his shirt
"Don't do that to me! you know how terrified I was when Taehyung did those things to me in the past so if you want this friendship to work you won't do that ever again" I took a deep breath.
"I'm really sorry Q, I promise you it will never ever happen again. I'm sorry please forgive me" Yoongi replied holding my hand
"Can you please just leave, I really want some time alone" I replied as he agreed to leave.

YOONGI's POV
What i did back there was extremely stupid, what if she never talks to me again. Why can't I just control myself around her, I want her so bad and I can't lose her.
"Yoongi?" a very familiar voice uttered
"What are you doing here?" I replied
"We need to talk, and i saw your door unlocked so i came in, i'm sorry" Trixie replied
"What do you want to talk about?" I asked
"Jungkook and I talked and i let him go, I never wanted to but I know I had to" Trixie replied
"And why are you saying this to me?" I asked
"If you don't mind, please give him and Quinn some time, I really want Jungkook to be happy and I can sense Quinn actually likes him too. I tried my best to block Quinn from getting closer to Jungkook but it wasn't possible" Trixie took a deep breath, there was pain in her eyes as she uttered those words.
"That's not up to me, Quinn and I are quite close and we're neighbors so I don't think that's possible" I replied
"It's possible if you try to avoid hanging out with Quinn, then she'll have more free time and JK can ask her out" Trixie replied
"I won't do that, now leave" I replied as I opened the door as she left my apartment.

The next day I went to Quinn's apartment and invited her to go for a walk on the park.
"I'm really sorry for what happened yesterday" I uttered
"It's alright now, just promise me you won't do that again" she replied
"I promise" I smiled
"That's good" she smiled back as I took my chance to ask her a very important question.
"Quinn, i really want to ask you a question"
"Go ahead" Quinn replied
"Do you still love Jungkook? please be honest with me, do you really want to be with him?" I asked
"Yes, i love him but sadly i can't be with him" Quinn sighed
"Don't i have a chance with you?" I boldly asked
"Yoongi, i'm really sorry but I just don't see you the way you want me to anymore. I'm so in love with Jungkook and I badly want to be with him" Quinn replied
"I really wasted my chance with you before didn't I?" I held back my tears
"It's in the past, I was happy when I was with you but maybe we're just not meant to be" Quinn replied
"I get it now Q" I replied as tears start to fall from my eyes
"I'm sorry Yoongi, i tried to feel the same but my heart belongs to Jungkook" Quinn caressed my face
"I know Q, I love you so much and probably always will but your heart will never be mine, so i'll stop here. I'm letting you go Quinn" I started to sob as I uttered those words
"Yoongi" Quinn replied as she pulled me for a hug, I hugged her tight.
"I love you so much Quinn" I muttered
"Thank you Yoongi" Quinn smiled as she wiped my tears.

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AUTHOR's NOTE:
hey guys! i know it's been almost a year since my last update :) i was really busy with my internship previously but now i'm back and i've been working really hard with my next book as well ^_^ feel free to let me know your thoughts in the comments :)

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