Complicated// B.E.

ten

(picture at the top is what I picture her to look like in this chapter. meaning the outfit )

    It's been a few days after the party which was on Friday, it is now Monday. I haven't seen Billie yet today and I am really anticipating when I get to see her. Because we haven't gotten to see each other we haven't gotten a chance to talk about that kiss. After that happened we all just continued to play the game as if nothing happened, and then once it was over we all went our separate ways and went home.

"Have you talked to her since?"

"No, I haven't seen her since Friday so I haven't been able to talk to her about it. I just wanna know if it like actually meant something...ya know?"

Ivy gives me a reassuring smile. "I am 100% sure that it definitely meant something to her. I bet she's been thinking about you all weekend, just waiting for you to text her so you guys can run off into the world and be together forever and have 100,000 kids running around!!" she exclaimed.

I gave her an annoyed look wanting nothing but to punch her hard in the face. "Why are you the way that you are?" I question while she laughs out loud. I then notice that she quickly stopped laughing and was staring behind me.

here we go....

"Rory? Can we talk... Please?" a very familiar raspy voice of the person I have been trying to avoid speaks.

I turn around with a shy smile on my face replying "Yeah! of course!" and we quickly leave to go outside to find somewhere to talk.

Once we found a spot by a tree and in a more secluded area she spoke up. "So...I wanted to talk about what happened on Friday."

I gave her a look pretending like I didn't know what she was talking about so I didn't have to say it.

"You know...the...uh, kiss?"

"Oh"

"Oh."

"Uhm...did you-uh, like it?" I quietly asked.

She's quiet for a moment, lost in thought which is starting to make me very nervous.

"Yeah."

"Did you?" she questioned.

It was now my turn to think about it.

"Yeah."

She looked up so her eyes met mine and she had this bright gleam in them, almost if what I said was exactly what she needed to hear.

"Oh. good." She smiled.

"Yeah." I smiled back.

We didn't say anything after that, both of us seeming like we didn't know what to do next.

After awhile it was starting to get awkward so I decided to speak up.

"So...what do we do now?" I question.

She giggled cutely before saying "Whatever you wanna do Rory"

"I really don't know what I wanna do Billie, what do you wanna do?"

"Kiss you"

I froze.

Oh. wow we're really getting to it quickly...

"Do you not?" She asked.

"No! no! I do! I do!"

She then bursted out laughing while I blushed. I'm guessing I sound very eager now.

"Stop laughing! I don't really know what I'm doing!"

I then noticed that she started walking closer to me, so I looked up at her while she had a sly smirk on her precious face.

"Can I kiss you again?"

I nodded slowly and that was her sign to lean in, and now she's kissing me. And I am kissing her back.

Life is great.

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Billie and I are now walking to lunch together, hand in hand.

We've been walking around like this all day. Well not really all day because we have a few classes that aren't with each other so we have had some breaks from each other.

But the times that we are together, Billie hasn't really kept her hands off of me. It's either we're holding hands, sharing small kisses when we feel like no one is watching, or her hand is "resting" on my thigh.

This girl is very handsy.

"Hey lovebirds!" Ivy spoke while I looked down blushing.

Billie and I haven't really talked about what we are yet, and this is all a little bit confusing but I guess we're both just living in the moment right now.

I do kinda feel like everything is happening so fast. Do I even want this yet? I don't even know how I am going to tell my family....

This is all so complicated.

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Hiiii

How are you all?

Did you guys see Billies cover of Fever at the Peggy lee tribute at the Hollywood Bowl?

It was so good and she is so hot omg i love her.

Anyways, sorry this chapter was late. I will let you all know when the next one is up!

(also unedited! sorry! I wanted this out quick since I was late lmao)