Complicated// B.E.

twelve

"I don't know Ivy" I sighed "I kinda feel like maybe we're taking things a little too fast? like; we just confessed that we both have feelings for each other, and now it seems like we're close to marriage or something."

She gave me a confused look "Marriage? you're seventeen..."

"You know what I meant! I'm not good with words or relationship terms. This is my first time for literally everything." I complained.

"Maybe you should talk to her about it? let her know exactly how you feel. Tell her you're uncomfortable with the way things are turning out, I'm sure she will understand Lorelei."

"I'm just afraid this will mess up everything we have. I've already been scared shitless that what we do have going on right now is going to mess up how we were before; if anything happens to Billie and I what will happen to our long years of friendship? What will happen between you and I Ivy?" I ranted in a panicky state.

Ivy grabbed my hand to try and calm me down. I was already on the brink of a panic attack I could feel it. "Breathe" Ivy calmly said. "You're going to get yourself all worked up. It will be okay I promise you."

"Just be a hundred percent honest with her and everything will be okay. To have a perfectly healthy relationship you guys need to be honest with each other. You can't just sit around and make out all the time."

I looked at our hands and sighed. "You're so good at this and I hate you for it." I quietly responded to which made Ivy laugh out loud.

"And I still hate you for what happened at that party! I know it was you who gave Jack that idea! I saw you whisper in his ear and then once we were out of that closet you gave me a look!"

She had a guilty look on her face and then acted like she didn't know what I was talking about. "What?? no I didn't! that was someone else I swear! I am a good friend, I wouldn't do that to you!" she quickly said.

"Liar!!" I laughed.

"I'm not a liar you're the liar here!"

"What did I lie about? This whole conversation has been about honesty and you're not showing it missy!" I yelled to which she rolled her eyes.

"Okay fine. I'm sorry." she looked up at me and then smiled "But I better get somewhat of a thank you! because I pretty much did all this work for you. If I wouldn't have done that, you would still be calling me at ungodly hours ranting about how lonely you feel.

"You're so mean" I sighed. "But thank you Ivy. Really."

"You're welcome" she smiled. "And promise me that you will have a good and honest conversation with her?"

"I'll try! I can never get a single word out when we're around each other, that girl can't keep her hands to herself" I laughed.

She scrunched up her nose in a way of disgust "Gross. I was interested at the start but now i'm just disgusted."

"Whatever... I love you!"

"I love you too." she said happily and wrapped her arms around me in a big comforting hug.

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Sorry about the short chapter! Decided to publish another one for fun! There will be another one soon but this one is just a short filler.

I was re reading the first couple chapters and honestly couldn't stop laughing. I feel like I need to go back and re edit some of those...

have a good day! ily all! <33