Forbidden Love

My Ever

Damen

I did it, I asked her to be my girl and she said yes; she's mine at last. I - I think I love her. I feel so amazing and warm inside. I'm so happy. She's so beautiful, do I deserve her? I don't know, but all I know is that I'm going to make her the happiest girl in this world no matter what it takes. 

The rest of the day flies by, because I'm just lost in thought thinking about Ever, my girlfriend. Wow, it feels amazing to be able to call her that. I could talk to her through her thoughts, but that would freak her out, because I haven't told her the truth about me yet. That's the only thing I've kept from her. If she's going to be my girl, she has to know everything. It's not fair that I keep this from her. Besides, if I tell her now, it'll take off all of the guilt I've been feeling lately, because she tells me everything. 

I'll tell her at lunch, right then and there. I want us to be alone, though. I don't want Allyson coming and interrupting the moment again. I'm going to take her out by the trees in front of the school. I'm walking out of my last class that I have before lunch when I see her. 

I walk up behind her, wrap my arms around her waist and whisper in her ear, "Hey, I missed you."

She jumps, turns around and hugs me. 

"I missed you, too," she says. 

"So what if today we eat out on the front lawn? Only us, under the shade of the trees. What do you say, babe?" i ask. 

"Yeah, I'd like that," she answers. 

We walk in the lunchroom, get our food and then walk out into the warm weather. Have I mentioned that I love California before? I find the perfect tree and we sit down. 

I start the conversation by saying, "Ever, there's something I've been wanting to tell you. You've told me everything about you and I want you to know everything about me, too. I want no secrets."   

I look up and see her beautiful smile has faded and has been replaced with a scared look. 

"Oh, no. It's nothing to be worried about, babe," I say to comfort her. "It's just that, I'm not exactly normal like everyone else."