(TW: possible internalized homophobia, traumatic events, mention of eating disorders, homophobia, mentions of sex and sexualization (possible nsfw), mentions of religious trauma, depression (low self esteem), anxiety, swearing, homophobic slurs, mentions of suicide, mentions of murder, mentions of death)
After everything that happened at Jason's, I've been getting harassed everyday. Eddies scary dog privilege has lost its effect, and I've been avoiding Chrissy at all costs.
I walk down the hall heading to my locker, keeping my head down. I finally open my locker and grab the stuff I need. As I close my locker I notice the king Steve Harrington and his new girlfriend Nancy. She was pretty, but she always looked like she was trying to be someone she isn't. They were with Tommy H. and Carol. Suddenly they look down the hall, following their gaze I find what they were looking at. Johnathan byers, hanging up missing posters for his brother. I couldn't help but feel bad for him, it's a shame a kid like that goes missing. Shaking my head I walk to my class, sitting next to Eddie. "Hey y/n!" He chirps
"Hey ed's, you're in a good mood today." I giggle. "Uh, yea, about that..." He trails off.
" What did you do."
I dropped my smile.
" Don't be mad, buuuuut I may have snooped into someone personal life." He spit out his words so fast I almost couldn't comprehend.
"Eddie not you too!" I say in a disappointed tone.
"Aaaahh hold on, it isn't your personal life, okay?" He held up his hands defensively
I gave him a confused glance.
"Turns out Chrissy and Jason have been having problems. She doesn't like how he's been treating people." He says in a whisper.
"Okay?" I say still confused.
He scoffs " that means you might be able to swoop in and give her that sweet, sweet, y/n lovin'!"
"Okay, first of all, never say that again." I give his a disgusted look at his statement
"Second, she is straight. She clearly doesn't see women in a romantic manner. I've come to terms with that." I say with a soft sigh
"Uh-huh, I'm sure you did." I stated sarcastically.
"Ooookay no need for the sarcasm buddy." I shake my head at him
He chuckled
"Whatever, all I'm saying is it couldn't hurt to try."
He snapped his fingers
"Why don't you go to the basketball game tonight and cheer her on!"
He nearly jumped in his seat.
" No thanks, last time you said we should do something, I was publicly humiliated." I said with a tilt of the head.
"Daaamn, way to hit me where it hurts" he laughed.
Then the bell rang, the teach walked in and started teaching.
As usual I zoned out, physics is a hard class to focus on.
And just like that, class ended as soon as it started.
Eddie and I grabbed our stuff and headed to the cafeteria, I stopped at the bathroom, Eddie stopped and looked at me confused.
"Go on without me, I need to use the bathroom" I waved him off
He nodded and continued on his way.
I entered that bathroom and stopped in front of the mirror. Man I look like crap today, and Eddie thought I should go to a basketball game, I chuckle at the thought until suddenly I hear someone in the bathroom stall. It sounded like they were throwing up.
"Hello? Are you okay?"
I ask, hoping for an answer
"I'm fine, go away!" The girl replied. Wait I know that voice!
"Chrissy??" I ask
"Are you dumb I said go away-" She yelled a$ she opened the door to face me.
She stopped in her tracks, her angry face chanced to one of fear.
"Y/n?"
"A-are you okay, did you eat something bad" I ask as I put and hand on her forehead to check for a temp. She felt fine.
"Yea I'm fine, I just-" she paused and looked back at the toilet.
"Just what?" I ask
"I-its nothing." She says looking in my direction, as she messed with the hem of her cheer skirt.
"You should eat something, you look a little pale." I say softly
"N-NO" she shouted before speaking again
"Im just not hungry" she says softly
That's when it hit me. Shes pale, throwing up and is declining food.
She probably has bulimia.
"Chrissy, have you been making yourself throw up?" I ask trying to make eye contact.
Her eyes shot up to mine
"That's none of your concern! Just go away" she pushes past me and walks out the bathrooms, leaving behind a book.
I pick it up and put it in my bag before heading to the cafeteria. I walk behind Eddie and smack the back of his head.
He turned to me and dropped any aggression he previously had.
"What do you think about going to a basketball game tonight ed's?"
I stood next to him with my arms crossed and a smirk on my face.
" I think it would be a great opportunity for you, enjoy!" He says standing up to leave until I grabbed his shoulder and dragged him back down.
"Oh no, your idea, you're coming with" I say to him with a smile and a giggle.
He rolls his eyes at me before continuing to devour his lunch.
The day passed by pretty quickly, once the final bell rang I grabbed my bag and bolted to my locker to get my stuff. I turned back to Chrissy's locker where she was just now arriving. Watching as she put her stuff away, after closing her locker she looked over to me, shocked to see I was already looking at her. She turned around and walked away, of course I followed her, which may sound creepy but it isn't I swear!
I was just waiting for a moment when she was alone so I could talk to her and return her book.
She suddenly walked into the bathroom, seeing this as my chance I followed. Just as I entered she pushed me into the wall.
"Why are you following me?!" She said angrily
"I wanted to return your book" I sheepishly said. She let me go and I opened my bag and handed her the book she left behind.
She looked at the book then back at me.
"I'm sorry, I didn't know" she said looking down.
"It's fine! I get it, the freak follows you around, it's natural to get a little paranoid." I say with a reassuring smile.
She chuckled
"You're not a freak you know." She said as I blushed a little.
" I actually wanted to talk about something else, if that's okay" I stopped her before she walked away
She looked over at me and nodded.
" Is..... Is Jason making you feel like you're, uhm, overweight?" I ask nervously.
She flinched and looked at me with shock.
" No, why would you think that?"
She said clearly upset.
"W-well it's just that, bulimia is pretty serious, and if he was causing it I'd probably kick his ass." I chuckle at the end.
"Bulimia? how did you know?" She asked as she stepped forward.
"You were forcing yourself to throw up during lunch." I whisper, in hopes no one will hear me.
She just looked at me with pure shock.
"You know if you ever wanna talk about it I'm always here." I say hoping to break the silence.
Instead she kept the silence, until she stated to back out of the bathrooms.
With a sigh I leave the bathroom to find Eddie, maybe we can watch Halloween again!
I step outside watching as people begin to flood the gym for the game that I decided to skip out on.
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She | Chrissy Cunningham x reader
FanfictionI have absolutely no idea what I'm doing but I'm totally winging it. (note: after writing the intro I've decided to make this story Inspired by a Dodie Clark song called she. I highly recommend listening to it as it will be the main theme of the st...
