Destiny (Raulson Fanfic)

Chapter 25: Funerals and Rides

If i had to choose between breathing and loving you

i would choose my last breath to say i love you :)

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Zach groaned as he slowly regained his consciousness, he slowly opened his eyes and spied around the room; finding himself in a hospital. His eyes trained on Sarah and Lily who were sleeping soundly in the couch just in front of his bed. Their arms were wrapped around each other; Lily's head rests on Sarah's chest.

"Damn... How could Sarah do this?" he asked himself as he stared on the white sheet that was covering his body

He saw her; pulling Charm for a kiss 2 days ago in the chemistry lab; he watched silently. He thought it was Lily but he soon realized that Lily was in class that time. Her kisses were hungry and needing. Something that he saw for the first time

"Zach?"

His eyes widened as he recognizes that voice; he trained his eyes towards the couch and saw Sarah, looking at him with a smile on her face.

Sarah lifted the blonde's head gently and laid it on a soft cotton pillow, giving her a kiss on the forehead before she carefully slipped out of the couch; the blonde was on a deep sleep after that emotionally draining night.

Sarah sat on Zach's bedside

"How are ya bes?" she asked in a soft-spoken voice not wanting to make it so loud that could wake Lily up.

"What happened to me? And Sarah before you tell me what happened... we need to talk" he says sternly as he grabbed her wrist pulling her closer with such force.

"Zac—-" before Sarah could even finish his name his face was inches closer to her, she could tell that by looking into his eyes that he was disappointed and angry at her

"Why did you cheat on her?" his voice was low; she could hear him breathe. It made her nervous.

He... knew?

"Explain" Zach lets go of her pushing her a bit away from him.

Sarah sighed as tear fell from her eyes, she wasn't use to see Zach like this. Telling him and explaining everything would mean telling him what she has done... She intentionally killed someone and she loved it, it was a way for her to satisfy something within her; something dark; the something that Charm awaken, that darkness that Charm understood and that darkness that she keeps on fighting for months after her parent's confession.

She took a deep breath and musters all of her courage to tell him everything, the truth about her

"If I tell you everything... will you... keep it from her?" Sarah looked back and saw her girlfriend still sleeping soundly like a baby

"I'd have to decide on that, it depends" he says crossing his arms as Sarah faced him once again.

Sarah bit her lips as she looked into Zachary's dark brown eyes before she let the words escape from her mouth

"I killed someone, and I loved it. It satisfied me. And she was there, she understood the darkness within me... overwhelming emotions took me 3 days after I killed someone. I can't think straight and I can't tell both of you... I was scared Zach." Sarah whispered. Zach couldn't believe what he just heard, as Sarah continues to explain further tears escaped from her eyes, Zach pulled her for a hug

"I understand I do... I completely understand... I won't tell her I promise. I know it's been hard for you, hush now." Zach was doing his best comforting her.