•𝗦𝗞𝗭 𝗢𝗡𝗘𝗦𝗛𝗢𝗧𝗦•

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𝐒𝐡𝐢𝐩?: 𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐥𝐢𝐱
𝐆𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞?: 𝐀𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭.
𝐏𝐥𝐨𝐭?: 𝐀𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐬/𝐨 𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐢𝐝𝐧'𝐭 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐞𝐥𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐨 𝐢𝐧 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞.
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Chan and Felix known as the best or even perfect couple ever known in their friend group.

Chan kept Felix calm and Felix helped him relax due to overworking a lot they both made each other happy.

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Chan was in the studio working on a instrumental not even noticing Felix leaning in the door way. Felix rolled his eyes before walking to the other in the chair putting both his hands on his shoulders "Ya don't even notice your boyfriend anymore huh?" He said. Chan quickly took his headphones off turning in the chair as Felix leaned down quickly kissing his lips before pulling away, Chan put his hands at the back of Felix's thighs pulling him a little closer "You still leaving to Australia?" Felix nodded in response making Chan slightly frown for a second "Can I come with you?" "No you can't.. Sorry babes" Chan pulled Felix into his lap Felix almost automatically putting his hands on the others cheeks.

"Your coming back right?" "Duh I always do I'm just going to see my family" Felix said slightly smiling making Chan feel a bit better yet he still had an uneasy feeling in his chest making him still worry. "Be safe, yeah?" Chan said in a worried tone making Felix's smiling slightly more worried "I will, what's so different about me going to my family this year than the others?" He asked. Chan shook his head before speaking "it's fine I'm probably just over reacting, go have fun okay?" He said brushing the feeling off as his lover nodded "I will.. I love you" Felix said softly "I love you too.. so much.."

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Felix had left weeks ago and he still hadn't came back yet.. Chan had been mainly finishing songs even making many about Felix and how much he missed his pretty face and soft yet warming touch. The way he made him feel better even in the toughest situation, while he was zoning out thinking about Felix he got a call, he answered it hoping it was Felixs voice, yet there was an unfamiliar voice which made him slightly upset.

"Hello?" "Is this Mr. Chan?" Chan got confused but kept it professionally and responded quickly after "Yes may I ask who's calling?" "This is the hospital.. Your boyfriend Lee Felix has sadly passed on, his family had told us we could call you about it.." the woman said not getting a response from the other line. "He was involved in a car crash with his family who have server injuries as well.. I'm sorry for your loss" she said before hanging up.
"This can't be true... she's lying.." he said putting his phone down as he looked down at his desk. Tears fell quickly as he put his head down before painful sobs came out of him. His chest hurt really bad as the realization hit him, he'd never see his boyfriend again, feel his touch or hear his voice.. Be able to see him ever time he woke up in the mornings. It was terrible everything hurt so bad especially the feeling in his chest as if his heart had immediately broken into a million pieces.

It's been weeks since his lovers death and all he's been doing is praying, praying that he could get his lover back, praying that he could get over all this grief and having the members are him so weak. He doesn't want to cry every time he sees Felix's face in photos on his phone.

The members have already heard of Felix passing and we're sad but they had to push through. They were all worried about Chan especially with how he's taking it. He's known Felix for years and him dying when he knew something might go wrong he put the blame on himself for letting Felix go, but everyone knew that wasn't true. They all loved Felix and him being taken away was unfair but it had to happen eventually..
what happened before he died?

Felix was on the passenger seat talking to his sisters about Chan since they were always curious about him. "He was worried about me when I came here.. I knew he had a bad feeling but he kept brushing it off, I'm just a bit worried if I'll get hurt or something" Felix explained his mother looking at him "maybe it was a sign?" His mom said looking back at the road slamming her breaks when she saw a diesel driving in front of her, yet she was too late she hit in and everything blacked out. Pain is all they could feel and all they heard were yells of concern and cameras flashing at the horrific scene.
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Bang Chan wrote letters to Felix, the same day Felix left each year on the same day as if he was reading them, was he still grieving over his past lovers death? Yes, but he knew he was watching over him and making sure he was okay. That's the only reason he was keeping himself alive today.

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