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Jeongin was unlucky it wasn't weekend since he hasn't slept this night.
He decided to stay home, he didn't feel like going to school.

He managed to send a "not coming today" in their friends groupchat before falling asleep; finally.

The doorbell rang. 
Again and again, he did not open. 

Why should he?

He was tired and felt sick as well, he doesn't want anyone to see him like that.

Luck for him, he was home alone, bad luck for the one standing outside.
It was raining, matching Jeongin's mood.

A notification popped up on his home screen.

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Lixieboo 🐥
Hey, could you open the
door? I am worried bout ya

Me
naaah I'm good
thank you for caring.

Lixieboo 🐥
Doesn't seem like, I
reached out for you
several times yesterday.

read.
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Jeongin felt terrible for behaving like this, after all Felix was his best friend, just worrying about him, but he didn't want to talk to anyone about anything.

He just wanted to stay in his bed. Alone.

The doorbell rang a few more times and each time it hurt the black-haired boy more to ignore it. He could picture his best friend's disappointed look, and he regretted being so blunt more and more by the minute.

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It was nighttime when Jeongin felt a bit better, grabbing his phone as he saw the messages he have been ignoring while watching movies the entire day.

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chanchannie mentioned you in their story.

hey innie, madonnalookalike posted.

sasayaaa is live on YouTube, watch now

Chan hyung
U good innie?

Chan hyung
If you want to talk feel free to contact me.

Chan hyung
Anytime

Chan hyung
Okay, I don't want to pressure you into anything, but please just give me a short sign of life.

Chan hyung
We've been worrying.
________

And then he saw a message which let his heart skip a beat.

maybe even two or three.

________
Jinnie
Don't tell me you missed school today because of what happened yesterday.
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A cold shiver went down Jeongin's spine, letting his hands shake and his heart pound furiously against his chest again.

Why would Hyunjin think he was skipping because of this... this?

What was it even?

He didn't know.

But who did he think he was?!
What gave him the right to think he was the reason?!

Jeongin got mad at the thought of Hyunjin typing that pathetic message into his phone.

Jeongin got mad at the thought of Hyunjin.

,,Fucking Idiot.", he whisper-yelled while punching into his pillow aggressively.

As he calmed down a bit he opened his messages, first calming down Chan, then changing with still shaky hands to Hyunjin's chat.

Me
what makes you think you're so
special I am skipping
school cuz of u?|

what makes you think you're so
special|

what makes you think that?
delivered.

It didn't take long for an "online" to pop up and again not long for it to become "typing...".

Jinnie
Dunno. so go on, tell me.

Me
You can't make me feel bad,
Hyunjin.

Jinnie
Well I don't want you to.

Me
What do you want then?
Leave me tf alone.

Jinnie

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,,Look, Jeongin. I don't get
your behaviour cause I didn't do
anything wrong. You can talk to
me normally, like a normal
person. I just found it
weird that we like...
k-... We kissed yesterday and since
then you were acting different.
It was your decision."

Jinnie
You wanted me to kiss you,
Jeongin, not the other
way around.

Me
Just stop talking
about this stupid
damn ass
random kiss, I wasn't
feeling well, that's why
I skipped.

But to be honest I don't
even owe you an answer.

Hyunjin.
read.

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