Oneshots Byler

6

Will just laid there in his bed. He had another fight with Mike. Memories going through his head all of those little moments where he thought he might have a chance but now? All those moments are dead Mike is dead to him.
He messed up big time and Will isn't planning on ever talking to him. He heard knocking on his window so he gets up. He knows it's Mike thats why he just clossed the curtains and laid right back down. He hated Mike. At least he really tried to hate him. But he just couldn't stop his feelings. Will wasn't crying anymore he felt numb from the crying he had in the fight. It was the first time Will actually talked back and said his thoughts. Whenever he did talk back he started crying uncontrollable. In the fight he accidentally told Mike how much he sometimes wished he was El. Mike didn't understand what he meant at that moment but he realized after. Will was about to leave on his bike but Mike held onto the bike which made the smaller boy fall over. He had bruised arms and he had hit his head. He ran away after. He used to always go to castle byers but it was destroyed about a year ago. He also didn't really want to be outside and rather stay inside for the rest of his live. The knocking on the window now stopped and will laid there awake. He heard rain outside. He held himself back from getting Mike inside but then his bedroom door opened.
"Will? Mike wants to talk to you he seems upset." His mother said with a soft tone. "Tell him to go home and that I couldn't care less." Will answered trying not to sound hurt which he obviously was. He kept on holding his hand in pain. He didn't tell his mother about them and the pain got worse. "You can also tell me yourself." It was the one person's voice he hoped to never hear again. "I'm gonna leave you two alone for now." Joyce closed the door.

"Look Will-" Mike sounded extremely worried and also kind of sad.
"I don't need your apologies i need you to get out and finally leave me alone. You had no problem ignoring me the summer before I moved so why not go back to it." Will snapped at him.
"Let me talk. I know I'm a asshole and that you hate me which is understandable. It's just that all my live i was told that being different is bad. What I'm trying to say is-" he got quiet.
"Are you trying to tell me that just because I fall for a guy I'm immediately a bad person? Is it wrong? Hm mike?"
Will argued while getting up.
" you're not listening." Mike who was also still standing went over to Will.
"Thats because I don't care about what you have to say." He looked right into Mike's eyes. His eyes full with anger
"Please Will just this last time." Mike said with tears which are burning in his eyes.
"I dont care." Will answered. He pushed the black haired boy to the door.
Mike didn't know what to do anymore. He grabbed Will by his arms and pushed him to the Wall next to them.
"Then atleast let me show you. " he whispered and then it happened.
Mike put his lips onto Will's and closed his eyes. A tear ran down Will's cheek. He closed his eyes slowly and actually enjoyed the kiss. He didn't want to enjoy it, it is wrong yet still it felt so good just being able to kiss Mike but he wanted more. More than just a kiss, more than this one moment, he wanted him all to himself. He felt selfish but he really really loved Mike.

Mike also just couldn't break the kiss. He struggled for a while before since he felt wrong. He felt like a complete piece of shit which he knew he was. He dated El and he did like her but those feelings they weren't love, he didn't love her. He liked her more than his other friends but that kind of like was more in a friend way more in a idol way. He allways knew he was different.
He knew that the way he would look at Will wasn't normal. But at that moment he didn't know what those feelings actually were. They were love.
He really loved Will so to forget about Will he dated El to hide his real feelings
he had to forget those feelings but the only way he saw is to also forget about Will. He wanted more than just looking at Will or having those small moments where they got closer. He also wanted more than just this one kiss. He wanted Will.

Both if them snapped back to reality. They realized that they were on Will's bed still kissing but it was a very passionate kiss. It was very intense. Mike had climbed onto Will and cupped his cheek with one hand. Will had his arms around Mike asking for more. It was the best feeling both of them ever had. After a while they broke free since they needed air. Both of them looking into eachothers eyes. Will had a tear running down his cheek not because he didn't want to kiss him but rather because he felt really happy. Mike gently brushed it away and never even stopped looking into Will's eyes. It was dark in the room but they could see eachothers faces in the moonlight that still came through the curtains.

"I love you Will." Mike whispered after what felt like hours of getting lost in eachothers eyes. Mike thought Will hated him. He wouldn't forgive himself either after pulling off that shit for the last years. In a way he wanted Will to forgive him but in the other way he didn't. He knew Will deserved so much better than what he gives him. He expected everything. A slap in the face, a hit, screaming, him getting kicked out of the house. Will looked him deep in the eyes and instead of all that he hugged Mike. Mike didn't know why but then he noticed how he was crying. He put his arms around Will. He tried to hold the tears but all the tears he had hold back over the years just kept flowing out. "Mike please dont cry you're gonna make me cry too." Will smiled and his voice was shaking from holding back his tears. He knew how Mike is, he never really shows the way he feels yet infront of Will he always lets his guard down which Will knew was good. Mike hides from his feelings but he feels Comfortable showing them to Will. They kept hugging untill Mikes sobs turned into normal breathing.
Will never let go of Mike which made him feel a lot better and safer. "Hey mike.." Will whispered. "Hm...?" He hugged Will a little tighter and his head was burried into Will's chest. "I love you too." Will smiled and it felt like Mike also smiled against Will's chest. After a while both of them fell asleep in eachothers arms feeling a lot better.