silver x reader angst :eyes:
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You know I would've thought I wouldn't have dreaded this day. The day where I see my heart ache as you are to reside with another. You look rather happy, and there isn't more that I can do than be happy on your behalf.
You're loving Gold, the way you tried to love me.
It was ironic, really. I was raised to hate, I felt no other feeling but hate, and so I could not love you as you did me, however, I did not hate you, not one bit. Infact, I have had much more than my own demeanor to act on upon you.
But I knew, you saw me as your world. But I told myself that you deserved much more than the world. You deserved the universe, for you have been nothing but kind to me. You have been nothing but loving, if only I could reciprocate those feelings back to you, in the same strength as you do.
But alas, I couldn't do more but push you away, my heart was solid. It wasn't that I hated you. It was that you deserve more than what mess I could ever be. You deserve more than just the universe. You deserve the heavens, the heavens that made you love me. I wish I could love you as you did me, However, I could not.
And I'm sorry for that, I truly am.
But seeing you happier than ever made me much happier, even if it ached and ate me up inside.
And maybe I can hope, that there can be a universe that I loved you back.
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[some pokemon x reader oneshots]
Hayran Kurguthis is mostly little drabbles that come to my head when i feel like writing, requests are open or whateva, but it's not gonna be guranteed written unless an inspiration and a plot is given, note that i only have a limited selection to go off with b...