My brothers best friend

Chapter 14

I woke up the next morning digging for my phone and reading 9:45 am as the time .

I don't remember how I ended up in my bedroom nor the things that happened last night.

The house was on mute. I could hear my own heartbeat. I checked to see if today was a day that Damian was off but he wasn't.

'So I guess I'm all alone.' I told myself.

I bored to death of doing the same things over and over as in watching every movie, painted, made exotic foods from the things I hate and shared it with some of Damian's men, Unfortunately they didn't like it either. I had some men go buy several white hoodies that I could mark up with markers as a canvas.

I made two for me and Damian. Mine said 'his bestie/other half' and his said 'her bestie/other half' with arrows that pointed at each other.

I was bored out of my mind and took some time at the library and read.

Damian always suggested that I go out and make friends but I hated the idea because at first everyone acts like they like you but then when you turn your back, they start rambling like a bunch of dogs barking at a random person. I also was someone who had social anxiety and was socially awkward which I hated. I wasn't a huge social butterfly growing up, I had trouble with people and making friends. On the other hand Damian was a big chatterbox.

Damian payed for a therapist but none worked, all they told me to do was to go out more like what was that going to do?

I had made a few friends with some of Damian's men that were nice to me. Sometimes new men would come, I tried to talk to some but they gave me attitudes. 'You're a fucking fuckhead.' Is what I always told them because at the end of the day, they deserved it.

I was really close to one and I called him Tarzan.

He wore a black cover under a mask that was a plain Matt black but I could see he had dark emerald green eyes. He would wear black suits and rings on both middle fingers. He was 5'9 and has a scent of weed and strong but sweet cologne that smelt like the morning after it rained.

****

It's been several days since I've been marked up by Arturo so I ended up driving to the west end beach and spent the rest of my day there.

The water was a very light beautiful blinding blue and the sand was a light tan and was soft to the touch.

I observed my surroundings just like how Damian taught me.

He would also have his men follow me around and at times I would sneak out just to have freedom.

I looked around the houses and observed who sat by the trees that surrounded the center of the land. I even watched the people who played chess with human size pieces.

Damian always made me check my surrounding and type or write down what I found odd about how people acted.

The beach was my favorite place to go. It felt like a place you could tell all your secrets to. Sometimes on good days stingrays and baby sharks would come to the shore and play.

I was an animal lover growing up and always loved seeing animals that I've never seen before.

I always found the earth so interesting, like how can it have so many random things that some of us don't know existed.

****

It was midnight and I was still at the beach.

It was chilly, quiet and calming. All I could hear was the waves hit up against the rocks and splash.

I dug for my phone that I had put on do not disturb.

Once I removed it , I seen multiple text messages and miscalls from Damian.

I read a text saying : 'Serà where the fuck are you this time? I swear to god if your out getting dick again then I'm going to kill that motherfucka for making you stay out this late.'

'Fucking Christ are you jealous that you ain't got no pussy or what? Im at the beach you fucking dickhead psychotic son of satan fucking faggot ass.' I replied.

I felt my phone buzz once more and read '¿Por qué estás en la playa? Lleve su culo a casa ahora.' From Damian. (Why are you still at the beach? Take your ass home now.)

I left him on read and enjoyed a few minutes more on the beach.

'Why the hell is he acting like my dad. Like if he's the one that shot me out of his nutsack.' I told myself

I love Damian but he was always too overprotective with me. Even though he knew everything I would do or go when I was alone he still treated me like a kid.

After I spent some more time at the beach I received another message from Damian.

'Why the fuck haven't you went home?' He impeached

'I am you fucking prick.' I said

'Don't lie to me Serà. I just checked the fucking cameras and asked the guards.' He replied

'Fuck. Can these guards not cover for me?' I said to myself

'Alright now im on my way home you fucking jack ass.' I sent the last message.

****

I begun binge eat to a movie called 'Taken.'

I loved movies that would scare me but felt real and seemed real.

I decided to text Arturo for first time after not hearing from him in almost two weeks.

The conversation:

'Good night darling <3.' He replied as I started to shut my eyes.