"I knew you'd come back," Lucy smirked as I stood at her door.
I stared backed at her awkwardly as I tugged on the sleeves of my puffy blue jacket. (YOU KNOW THE ONE. THE PUFFY NAVY BLUE ONE HE WORE WITH THE SEAWEED HAIR OMG)
"Come in," she smiled, twirling her blonde hair around her finger.
I fake smiled as I stepped in her doorway, taking off my boots and jacket.
The music was loud and the house was crowded.
She was having a fucking party. I should've known.
She looked at me, flaring out her pink tennis skirt from American Apparel, and brought her face close to mine.
"Do you want to go upstairs?" she whispered in my ear. Her breath smelled like cherry.
"Yeah," I said just as quietly. I couldn't stand the loud atmosphere and crowded noise.
She grabbed my hand and pulled me up the stairs.
I looked at the pictures of baby Lucy as we passed straight through her hallway. Pink room at the right.
She opened the door and pushed me down onto her bed. I got a glance at the One Direction posters on her wall.
And then her lips were all over me. I felt overwhelmed as the cherry scent wafted through me.
Her hands were all over my body, grabbing and kneading, I flinched at the contact.
Her hands felt rough and unfamiliar, and her long white nails kept scratching me on accident. I was nothing used to this the way I was to Addie's soft and delicate touch.
"I've wanted this for so long," Lucy said in what I guess she thought was a seductive tone.
I only nodded as she unzipped my jeans.
A small whimper left my lips as she started to palm me. I tried to ignore the fact that if it were Addie between my legs, screams would be emptying me as quickly as they were coming.
But it isn't Addie, Michael, I reminded myself.
"I want to suck you off, Daddy," Lucy said quietly as she tried to lift my hips to pull off my boxers.
My eyes snapped open as guilt crept up on me. This isn't Addie, Michael. What are you doing?
"Lucy," I sat up. "Lucy, no. I c-can't do this." my voice trembled and my hands shook as I pushed the hair off her face. What I was doing finally sunk in.
"But Mikey!" Lucy tried to justify herself as I grabbed my jeans and hopped off her bed.
"Lucy, I am so, so sorry I've led you on all this time." I turned around to stroke her chin, letting my thumb brush her bottom lip. "And I really mean it when I say that. You're very beautiful, and lovely," I started as I pushed the hair away from her face as tears started to leak from her blue eyes.
"But you're just not the one for me," I finished.
I stopped to give her a kiss on the forehead as I left her room and shut the door behind me.
I lingered in the hallway for a moment to put on my jeans.
"God, I am so stupid," I whispered as I swiped my dark fringe away from my eyes.
I ran down the stairs and through the front door.
I stopped outside and sat on her porch, and pondered where I would go.
I felt out of place.
I had no where to go, and I couldn't think of anywhere I'd rather be besides in Addie's arms.
IM SO SORRY THIS WAS SUCH A SHORT CHAPTER I JUST COULDNT WRITE TODAY IM DEPRESSED AND HEARTBROKEN ASFUCK SO IM SORRY
