The Secrets We Keep ( trixya )

Casual

TRIXIE POV

we still had two more episodes to film. Im exhausted but also love doing this. I did one last fix up of my hair and head out my dressing room door to the hallway. Ever since Katya had returned to the show we had been using separate dressing rooms. Overall it was better but I really did miss her sometimes. Even though technically I was spending most of the day with her. I walked to her dressing room and opened the door, anxious to see what she was wearing.

Katya opened the door and smiled. She was just touching up her makeup in the mirror.
" what's up?" She asked. I paused for a moment. I didn't really have a good reason to need to see her so I decided to just be truthful.

" I wanted to see you." I said plainly not giving into to too much detail.

" I always want to see you." She said smiling at me. This made me stumble over my words. Katya was always so flirtatious compared to me, and it was hard to tell when she meant it and when she was joking.

" you look gorgeous by the way." She said even though I'm pretty sure I've worn this before.

" oh please you look stunning." I moved closer to her so that I was beside her in the mirror.

". Are you okay trix?" She asked looking into my yes.

" hmm oh yeah no I'm good just distracted that's all." I partially lied.

( oh my god I was writing in the wrong point of view. I don't want to go back so the change will happen now. It's trixies point of view but in the second person." )

" distracted by my effortless beauty of course" Katya laughed jokingly not knowing how right she was.

" spot on." I said looking at the clock on the wall. They had ten minutes.

"Mind if I sit in here with you?" She asked sitting on her sofa.

" of course you can, as long as your okay with being used as a pillow." Katya laughed plopping down beside her.

This moment was giving Trixie deja vu from not even an hour ago. Katya layer her head down gently in trixies shoulder and smiled.

" do you ever fell like maybe I don't know" Trixie said staring down at Katya.

" spit it out Mary" she said pulling her head off her shoulder to fully face her.

" do you ever think that the fans are right? Like we would be good as more than friends?" Trixie asked. Where the sudden burst of confidence had come from she would never know.

" like good as a couple?" Katya asked completely shocked at her friend for even brining it up. Did Trixie have feelings for her?

" Trixie Mattel, is this your way of asking if i have a crush on you." She asked completely taken aback.

" oh! Um yes yes, or no?" Trixie stuttered in coherently. This was so unlike her to be acting this desperate.

" I don't think you even know what your asking. But if that really was your question I can answer it for you. If you'd really want to know." Katya said.

Trixie stared at her with wide eyes. Was she going to confess? She just nodded as if pleading her to continue.

" if your asking me if I have a crush on you, I would have to say, maybe. I've just been really confused these days. But please don't worry about. Ignore me really" she said laughing at herself. But Trixie didn't laugh. Ignore her? How could she ever do that.

Trixie found herself leaning her head towards Katya, and not in a friendly way. They leaned in so their noses were touching. Just ass their lips were about to meet the door flew open causing them to fly apart.