Fear...
A regular and powerful emotion..
But real fear?
Real fear is going to bed each night being unsure if you're even going to wake up the next morning.
Real fear is being so terrified of the future and what lies ahead, that you believe ending your life is better, safer.
Real fear is being so scared of the demons in your own mind, that you believe dragging a blade across your skin, or numbing the pain with pills is better.
Real fear is waking up in the next day, after last nights desperate contemplations and actions, petrified of the following day, disappointed that a tedious alarm woke you up instead of a light. A blinding, all consuming light. A light you believe will take away your pain.
Now thats real fear.
My fear...
ESTÁS LEYENDO
My life with mental illnesses..
Non-FictionSo this is kind of just going to be a story about my life with depression, anxiety, bulimia, bpd traits, self harm & suicide attempts...a way to get out how im feeling & the stuff ive been through. There will be some quotes as well..
