Love Beyond Chapters.

I'll Wait

"Aika, nakakapagod na." Mahinang tugon ni Y/N, nakaupo sofa't kakagaling sa bakasyon. It's been a month that Y/N have her own vacay without knowing na dun yung moment nya para mag-isip kung paano sila magtatapos ni Aika.

"Y/N? Bakit? Anong ginawa ko?" Pero umiling lang si Y/N sakanya. Walang umimik ng mga ilang segundo nang...

..."Hindi ko naman ibig sabihin na may bago ako o ano pero... Kailangan ko lang sigurong hanapin ang sarili ko't mag-improve bago ako humarap ulit sayo." Sabi nya pero ikinalito lang 'to ni Y/N.

"You have nothing to change or to improve, Y/N. You're enough." Pero wala itong tinugon babalik kay Aika. "Ano ba talaga Y/N? Di pa ba 'to enough sayo?"

"Wala kang problema dito, Aika."

"Eh ano?" Galit na tanong muli ni Aika but her eyes came to it's sorrow and begging eyes. "Iiwan mo din ba ako? Iniwan ako ng akala ko eh di ako iiwan, may sumumod pa after that tas ikaw din? Y/N?" Halos maiiyak na si Aika sa sinabi nya pero Y/N refuse the sad feeling from what she have heard from Aiks.

"Aika," Y/N cupped her cheeks but she removed it slowly.

"Iiwan mo naman din talaga ako, iiwan nyo kong lahat." And she suddenly cried right in front of her. Ang sakit sa pakiramdam ni Y/N ang nangyayari pero para sakanya din naman 'tong ganitong set up na gagawin nya.

"We need to get rest for a while, Aiks. Para sayo 'tong gagawin ko. But for now, we need to let go." Di na sya pinakinggan ni Aika habang nakababa ang ulo't nakatingin sa sahig.

"It seems like ako naman ang maghihintay sa'yo kung kailan ka babalik." Y/N smiled sadly. Kung noon, s'ya mismo ang naghihintay sakanya kung kailan sa babalik lalo na pag umaalis sya but ngayon... Di tiyak ang panahon kung kailan babalik si Y/N sa ganitong klaseng paglisan.

Tatapusin pala di basta-bastang pag-alis lang 'tong gagawin nya.

Pero mauulit pa'rin ba ang lahat?

It's been a year after that, Y/N came back to Manila after his staycation at Bicol. Maraming pinagbago pero iisa pa'rin ang hahanapin nya sa lugar na 'to.

And it's Aika.

And this moment, they will reunite again. At kasama pala sya sa mga nagbago.

She's now staring to that man na kasama ngayon ni Aika. They seems sweet, mukhang bagong iniibig na 'to ni Aika ngayon she thought.

"Aiks." It's a little bit the same greet she always did for her but it's a bittersweet greet yet the same a bit like before.

"Y/N?" And they both smiled to each other and smiled. "Kamusta?"

"Heto, okay lang. Ikaw?" And she smiled, holding that man's hand.

"It's all good." She's smiling so widely with this man of her's right now but it's making Y/N's heart breaks a little. Kumaway yung lalaki sakanya't pinakilala sya.

"It's Y/N, my friend." Para bang kinalimutan na ni Aika na naging magkasintahan sila noon but di nya na lang pinaramdam yung lungkot na naramdaman nya sa ganyang pagpapakilala.

"Hi," And the man smiled, take his leave for a while. "It seems na umaangat ka na, ah." Biro nya.

"Yah, so lucky for these things came to my life." And Y/N just smirked with it. She wants to be supportive sa kung ano ang meron kay Aika ngayon pero... Masakit pa'rin yung lalaking dumating sakanya ngayon.

"It seems that this is such a long wait for you, did you?" Aiks scoffed sarcasticly pero naramdaman nya rin naman yung same pain in a bit about that.

"Naghintay pa'rin ako Y/N, pero minsan nakakapagod. Buti na lang at may biglang dumadating and it's way more worth it kesa sa dun sa hinihintay."

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So s2ri time! This is based by my real life experience with someone. And matagal na naman din syang nangyare. It's from a friend from a fan group noon and we have a strong connection sa isa't isa mga ilang months yung lumipas nung nabuo namin yun.

May gusto talaga ako to that person pero parang di ako fit so nung time na nagkakausap kami and this thing happened, nagkaroon kami ng cool off sa isa't isa na naglast ng mga ilang linggo. I can't even imagine that she actually waits for me to comeback as di ko natiis, I came back after that.

Down na down ako nung moment na yun kaya parang naguguluhan ako sa mga nangyayari sa'kin as I ended up became a mess to that person; nasabihan ko nang "Hindi ka kawalan." While before I say noong nagkakausap kami ng maayos eh, "Ang laki mong kawalan." Ganyan.

And I actually hurt that person while me is on a void of trying to fixing myself. There were some of the lines dito sa update na nasabi nya nung time na yun and I got an inspiration to do that but as Aika naman yung girl and Ako mismo si Y/N.

And the most special line is that part of Aika na;

"It seems like ako naman ang maghihintay sa'yo kung kailan ka babalik." Is a fixed line from the original, "Baliktad yata. Ako na ang mag-aantay sayo kung kelan ka babalik."

Yung time na ako yung nagiintay sakanya para magresponse back sa mga message ko eh bumaliktad as sya naman yung nag-iintay kung kelan naman ako babalik sakanya.

But we are still friends pa naman. Pinalitan ko lang yung naging plot and it's way more painful than to us.

May "I miss you, Jean" kasi yung convo and it'll be a happy ending naman if masyado kong gagayahin yung nangyari sa'min so I decided na maging fluff sya para mas dama. ✨