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Di Lang Ikaw

warning: this part may be rough or negative for some of the readers. might mention some of bad words by my own strong feelings.

leave this part if makakafeel kayo ng discomfort. i will made this update kinda rough dahil ito yung inspired update ko for Juris' song, Di Lang Ikaw. It's my own interpretation lang din and trip-trip ko nanaman ang manakit tonight dahil nag-aaguy mode ako ngayong GF's day at mas papaalatin ko talaga ang hangin ngayon charot. So, mga minorities. Saka na kayo magbasa.

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It's night again. As usual, Aika's waiting for Y/N to go home after her work, but di pa'rin sya umuuwi up until now na malapit nang mag madaling araw.

She's already worried, calling her up too many times but no one answers, texts has no replies and either some of her friends didn't even response to her calls and chats. Tarantang-taranta na sya ngayon dahil baka napaano na si Y/N...

...pero di nya alam kung ano ba talaga ang ginagawa o ang nangyayari kay Y/N ngayon.

In a loud bar, nandun si Y/N after work.

Niyaya sya ng mga kaibigan nyang maglibang muna dahil masyado na rin silang nagiging busy so they decided to go to bar, have their drinks and unexpectedly eh may nga babaeng sumabay sa kanila.

As Y/N is in euphoria, wala syang pake sa mga nangyayari o nadidinig or anything sa paligid nya basta't nagsasaya s'ya. A few hours of them talking to these bar girls, dahil sa mga nalasing na'rin eh inaliw na sila ng mga babae.

As a typical drunk guys at the bar, maasahan nyo nang "they've fell the ecstasy tonight." Hinayaan nila ang mga lasing na sarili na sumayaw na parang mga adik sa dancefloor with these girls.

The lights are blooming for Y/N, it makes her more euphoric and delightful so she let her body follows the flow of the music's beat. Her body's swaying to a stranger like a bitch, without even thinking that the woman who must be the girl she's dancing tonight is now waiting for her to come home.

She let herself high until she can't get enough. Y/N just collapsed there and puke through the floor dahil sa sobrang kalasingan.

Her friends assists her with that girl at sinamahan sya sa isang room malapit sa bar.

Dun na nila pinagpahinga si Y/N pero yung babaeng nakasayaw nya kanina ang kaisa-isang iniwan sa loob ng kwarto para bantayan ito. Kanina pa silang nagkakilala sa isa't isa kaya sinabi nitong sya na ang magbabantay kay Y/N hanggang sa maging okay na sya't makatulog.

That girl was so polite and beautiful. Syempre galing bar eh so dapat charismatic talaga sila bago isalang sa mga lalaki.

And tonight, as usual work of a drunk person, they will do something illegal.

They were both high kahit yung babae eh di nakainom kasama sina Y/N. It is just the girl was kinda horny and high at the same time for this moment.

As this girl was actually lustful, she wants Y/N to be her dinner for tonight. Syempre dahil sa pareho nga silang high, they were slowly doing it right now.

"Ngayon palang kita nakilala pero di ko aakalaaing sa'yo ko lang 'to mararamdaman," And that thought has a shade for Aika.

Kahit matagal na silang kasal, they never experienced it. Aika hates it. She wants everything to be low-key and clean kahit clingy sila sa isa't isa. But on the other side, it's boring for Y/N. She wants some level up, she wants some excitement pero kailangan nya talagang pigilin dahil di talaga nila yun gagawin.

At yun yung dahilan ko bakit 'to ginagawa ni Y/N. She can't find the happiness that she want to Aika, she's already bored to those normal things and she wants some more than those.