wet hair and seasonal crushes

two is a coincidence, three is a pattern

We were laying on my bed, next to each other, it had been like that for thirty minutes. It's a comfortable silence. But as anything that is comfortable it has to get uncomfortable at some point, cant stay like that forever no matter how much i want to.

"Didn't you think it was weird when our thing first happened?" jesus christ, why this questions.

"Eh... At first i thought it was a heat of the moment thing, and that it was weird, but you know what they say 2 times is a coincidence, three times is a pattern. I came to terms with it pretty fast, in contrary to someone..." I side eye at him.

"Oh shove off, i've come to terms with it now." Why did he have to say that, that makes me shiver, that is way too official. "That's not the message i got when you literally jumped me for no reason in the corridors, i thought you were gonna mug me and take all my money when i saw your face."

"Ugh... Alex... I'm sorry about that, i was in a bad mood"

"evidently"

I'm kinda mad that after that argument we never talked about it again, but ey, i dont like confrontation anyways so, two birds, one stone.

"Does that mean 'this' can mean something" He breathes harshly, props himself on one elbow and looks at the ceiling, he sighs.

"erm... I guess yeah, ive come to terms with it, just no telling ANYONE." He smiles at me.

"Hey! Remus found out by himself, none of that was my fault."

"I do weirdly really like you, after that argument in the corridors, i dont think ive ever felt this bad about something and that then you would put up a fight for me just made me feel miserable about myself and how I acted. And just to reassure you, i will NEVER get the dark mark as long as i'm alive." He smiled at me, a genuine smile, i am still not used to seeing him smile this much.

"That is the hottest thing anyone has ever said to me" And there it is a smile again, godric, fuck you Regulus Black.

In a swift motion i climb on top of him and connect our lips together, he hums in surprise, he immediately melts into the kiss. I cup his face in my hands, his precious little face, that i've seen quirked into so many different emotions. I disconnect our lips and just look at him for a second. He looks back at me a bit lost.

"Enjoy the view"

"I do actually" I kiss his cheek, then his jaw, and then his neck. When i disconnect my lips from his neck, there's a red mark, i look at it then at him. And then he smiles AGAIN.

"You have to stop smiling at me like that" I bury my face in the pillow and sigh. He laughs, whole heartedly. Why would he do that, i think i just had a heart attack.

My 'awe' moment is rudely interrupted by a knock on the door and a voice echoing out ; "Zabini, Time's up" Oh fuck no, no, absolutely not. 

Regulus starts to sit up but before he is even sat down on the bed i tackle him back down and engulf him in a hug.

"Come see me when you can darling." i whisper in what i hope is a sexy voice. He blushes and pushes me off him and bolts out the door. I can hear him conversing with Remus outside the door for a bit but soon enough he's gone.

Remus barges back in the room with on swift motion sits on my bed. "Are you eternally grateful to me Alex" He asks eyes fluttering.

"Of course"

"How was it?" He smiled and didn't even let me finish before he continued. "Did you guys have a shag"

"No! Merlin, we've not had sex yet"

"ah, can't relate"

"har har Remus, i'm sleepy leave and close the blinds please."

He snickered and did so and i was left alone with my thoughts. My thoughts that were bittersweet at the moment. Torn between 'oh bollocks i am so happy' and 'oh bollocks what does this mean for Reg'. 

"Oi, Zabini you bellend" Sirius screamed through the dorm and for a second i thought he knew everything.

"Do you know who i bumped into?" Or does he know?

"My fucking baby brother, with a hickey" fuck not very discreet am i?

"What am i supposed to say to that? Congrats Regulus" Lying should be a job at this point.

(a/n : yeah this is all i'll be putting out for a while, and i know i just left for 4 months, but if i'm honest, this story is cringey as hell and i'm embarassed for me and my whole existence, i'm not committed enough so unless something fucking crazy happens i will not be returning to this story. though i will be starting a story which isn't in any fandom is just a product of my imagination very soon, just let me gather my thoughts.
charlie
signing out <3)