Part 13 - fuck you

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When Fez picks me up and starts driving me home my head starts to feel funny, I touch the side of my temple and start rubbing it hoping to relive some pain.

"Yo Ell you okay?" Fez asks, he must of noticed my discomfort because he is looking at me worriedly.

"Yeah my head really hurts tho" I say as I massage my temple more, Fez keeps looking back and forth at me while he tries to keep his eyes on the road and try's to make sure I'm okay.

"How much did you drink?" he asks, I groan as the pain becomes more painful.

"I, erm" My head feels like its going to explode the pain is starting to become unbearable "I don't know Fez my head really godamn hurts" I say as I try and focus on something other than the pain.

"Do I need to take you to the hospital" I pause, maybe I do, but I quickly remember that I'm under age drinking and I'm high on weed.

"No, I took some stuff I can't" Fez doesn't speak but I feel the car speed up a little, my eyes begin to feel heavy and my head is throbbing.

As Fez stops the car I feel a breeze next to me, he lifts me out the car and carry's me somewhere. When I open my eyes I see I'm in their house, Fez sits me down on the Couche as I see Ash come into view.

"Yo what happened?" Ash asks, the room is spinning yet I hear everything clearly.

"I don't know, she said she took stuff" Fez says as he runs his hand on his head in stress.

As the room stops spinning I sit up, I see both Fez and Ash give me a weird look "I just had weed" I say, both boys look at each other.

"Bro weed don't do this to you" Fez says, he crouches down and puts his hand on my forehead "Dude your burning up who gave you the weed?" 

I look around knowing they wont like the answer "I don't know" I say quickly, I hear Fez sigh and Ash scoffs.

The boys go into the kitchen while I stay in the living room, they talk about something but while there talking I must of fallen asleep.



When I wake up I see Ash on the sofa chair across from me, I get up but as soon as I try stand the dizziness comes back, I suddenly feel sick so I run to the toilet. I throw up about half my guts, i try and not cry but whenever I gag tears eventually come, I feel a hand hold my hair back and when I look up I see Ash helping me.

After I have finished I sit on the floor, Ash across from me. He looks pissed but I don't know why.

"What's up your ass" I say, he scoffs and gets up, I furrow my eyebrows in confusion  "Where are you going?" I say, he turns around and looks me straight in the eyes.

"Anywhere that's away from you" The he just walks away. I get up feeling a little better, I go down the hall and see he went into his bedroom, so I follow stopping at his door.

"What the hell Ash" I say, he just gets up from his bed and walks past me towards the kitchen. I follow him continuing to ask what's up with him.

"God you always do this" I say, this time he doesn't ignore me he looks at me straight in the eyes.

"Don't you dare play the victim" He say's, I look at him confused.

"I'm so confused right now" I say as I ran my hands through my hair, he just scoffs.

"Where were you last night" he asks.

"At a party" I say, he walks to the kitchen and gets a glass of water.

"And what did you do at the party" He asks venom dripping from his voice.

"If this is about me drinking or smoking its not deep" I say, trying to diffuse the situation.

"Trust me Its not" he says, now I'm really confused why the fuck is he so pissed?

"Then what?" I ask, he scoffs again and leans on the kitchen side while I stand there arms crossed.

"You really don't remember?" He says, he doesn't say it like its a question, he knows I don't know. When he doesn't get a reply he continues " Okay so maybe you remember hooking up with a dude there" He says.

"What?" I say shocked at the words he just said "I did not hook up with a guy Ash" I throw my hands about as I try and understand what the fuck is happening.

"How come one of my friends saw you go in with him then come out 20 minuets later huh?" He says emotion filling up inside of him "I didnt even believe him, I thought he was playing with me, I thought the girl who has been with me most days, kissing me would never do that  but when I saw the hickeys on your neck I knew the truth" He says, he looks broken.

"Ash I didnt hook up with him" I say my voice breaking as I watch Ash shed a tear, but as soon as he realises he is crying he wipes it away.

"Fuck you Eli, I fucking opened up to you, I let you In, I never let people In, I trusted you and you what go fuck some random dude at a party for what?" he comes close to my face, anger filling him "I really fucking liked you Eli and now...I fucking hate you" He finishes.

"Ash-" I try and tell him Its not true, I never fucked that guy, I kissed him but as soon as I realised what I was doing I stopped, why wont he listen.

He walks off. I don't stop him this time, I let him walk away, He doesn't need my excuse.


Eli left there house soon after. She spent a full week in her room and spoke to nobody. Fez tried calling her but when she didnt answer for the 6th time he gave up.

When Eli finally came out of hibernation after the long week. She did the one thing she knows will help her.

She did drugs.











Wow, I'm starting to hate Eli

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