Conceived by Two

Chapter 1:

 

Conceived by Two Chapter 1:

The bedroom door opens and i open my eyes to see Dallas. He smiles sadly at me and i close my eyes because i dont want to see his emotion. "Do you want to get up Angel? You  need to eat something."

I shake my head no and open my eyes when i feel the bed shift. Dallas brings his hand up and caresses my cheek softly. Sighing i lean my head into it feeling the safety that always comes with being around him. "It's been three days Angel you need to eat or your only going to get sick."

"I had to push him out Dallas." i cry covering my face.

"Shh." he mumbles laying down on the bed. He puts his strong arms around me and pulls me into a tight embrace. "I know its hard Angel but it'll get better. We're going through this for a reason."

"I know but i wish God would just give me a baby." i say wiping my eyes.

Dallas looks down at me and kisses my forehead. "He knows that you and i want a baby and he knows how bad but thats not going to happen until its his time."

"When is his time?" i ask running my hands through my hair.

"I don't know baby but can you please get up? For me?" he asks and i frown at him because he knows ill do anything for him.

"That's not fair." Dallas smiles in victory and gives me a soft kiss. "I want a shower first." Dallas gets up and lifts me into his arms making me squeal. He walks into the bathroom and sets me on the toilet as he goes to get the water started. "I love you." i say with a big smile as i watch my husband walk around the bathroom.

Dallas looks up with a breathtaking smile and says "I love you more." He takes my hand and kisses my wedding ring affectionately.

Smiling i remember our wedding day.

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Nine months Ago:

"Are you nervous?" Eva asks pinning my hair up.

I look at her through the mirror and nod my head. "I don't know why though."

"It's normal, when i married Mark i was so nervous but i knew i would never want anyone else."

Nodding my head i say "Thats how i feel i just have the BG's." i say with a slight giggle and Eva giggles with me.

"I wasn't nervous when i married Houston." May informs us and i smile because she doesnt seem like the nervous type she is the kind of woman that knows what she wants and then she takes it. "What?" she says when me and Eva just grin at her.

"You know what you want so of course you dont get nervous." Eva says pinning up more hair.

May scowls and says "You both know what you want your just shy."

I look at Eva and she looks back at me untill we both grin. "Your ready." Eva sings and she helps me stand and walks me to the full length mirror.

My eyes get watery as i look myself over. My bright red hair is in a beautiful bun pinned up with hair falling out all over. Theirs little jewels in the bun and little black flowers making it all the more beautiful. My dress is a puffy princess dress and at the bottom where it poofs theirs a swirly design made up of black flowers and sparkly jewels. The top is a heart neck line and it's just white but its still beautiful.

I have a Vail on and it it one of the long ones that touch the floor and trail behind me a few feet. My shoes are just glass slippers because Eva wanted it to be just like Cinderellas. I laughed at her but got them anyways because Dallas makes me feel like a Princess.

"It's time it's time!" Tiffany gushes coming into the room. When she sees me she stops in her tracks and gasps. "You look so beautiful Avlon." She gushes and i whisper a thank you. After she gets herself together she says "Okay your dad is waiting for you by the doors."

Nodding i follow her out with Eva and May close behind. My daddy is standing at the door looking out at the church with a smile. "Daddy." i say touching his shoulder. He turns and his eyes widen. A tear slips out and i smile at him. "Don't do that you're gonna make me cry."

Walter brings me into a hug and squeezes me tight. "I always wanted to see the day i got to walk my daughter down the isle i just didnt expect her to come to me when she was nineteen and already ready to be given away."

"I'm just happy i was able to find you and i'm able to be given away. Your the best daddy a girl could wish for."

Walter pulls back and gives me a big smile. "I'm happy God brought us together." Slipping my arm through his i wait until the girls walk down the isle and my music starts playing. The doors open and i take a deep breath when i see Dallas at the other end of the isle with an award winning smile.

I walk down the isle knowing i'm making the best decision of my life marrying the man i love.

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"That's not possible but ill let you think what you want." Dallas grunts and comes over to pick me up. He sets me in the tub and gets me a rag.

"I'll make you some coco puffs." he says leaving the room.

My smile only lasts a little bit until i start to wash up and i feel the pain from the loss of another baby.

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Short i know but i wanted it to end with yall knowing that was the second baby she lost ):