Conceived by Two

Chapter 2

Conceived by Two Chapter 2:

"Avlon." Dallas whispers and i grunt but when i try to move i cant. When i open my eyes Snow's face is right infront of mine.

Smiling i pet his head making his eyes open. He looks at me with his crystal blue eyes and sticks his tongue out licking me in the face. Snow is the puppy that Walter and Zoe gave me but he's not a puppy any more. He's huge but Walter told me that Great Danes get huge.

"Eva and Mark are coming over later." Dallas informs and i push on Snow trying to get him off of me.

"When are they coming?" i ask sitting up.

Dallas looks at his watch and says "Twenty minutes." I get up and lay a kiss on his chest as i walk by. When i get upstairs i freshen up a little before they get here. As i'm brushing my hair out i hear the door open and Dallas talking.

A smile forms on my face when i see little Elise in  Eva's arms. Elise is their little girl she's six months and the most adorable little girl i have ever seen. She has her mommas blond hair and her daddys brown eyes but she has adorably huge bug eyes.

"Hi little Elee." i coo taking her from Eva when she offers her to me. "How is my God baby?" i ask her and she giggles cutely. "How have ya'll been?" I ask looking back up at them.

"We have been good." Eva says giving me a frown her eyes start to water and i give her a dont look. She sniffles and pulls me into the best hug she can while im holding Elee. "We would have come by earlier..." she says trailing off.

"It's fine Eva i needed some time." We pull apart and i give her the best smile i can and tickle Elee. "Besides i'll always have my little Elise."

"And" Mark says but Eva nudges him in the rib making him shut up.

Raising a brow i ask "Whats up?"

"Nothing can i have some water i'm parched." Eva says dismissively walking off in the direction of the kitchen. Frowning i follow her with the boys not far behind.

"What's up Eva you know you can tell me anything."

She sits at the island and sighs. "I know it's just you've been through so much." I sigh at her and give her a look. "Fine gee Ave I'm pregnant."

I pull her into a hug with a happy smile. Just because i cant get pregnant doesnt mean that everyone else should suffer. God will bless me with a baby when its his time and now isnt his time for me but that doesnt mean it isnt his time for someone else. "That's great Eva. You shoudlnt feel like you cant tell me these things. I'll have a baby in God's time so dont tip toe around me i want to be there for you like i was with Elee."

She hugs me tightly and says "I'm sorry i just know how hard it is on you."

"Well congratulations." i pull away and give Mark a hug telling him the same.

"I'm Happy for you man." Dallas says giving him a man hug.

"Do you want to stay for dinner? I was just about to get it started?" Eva nods and i smile setting Elee in her pin that we have in the kitchen. "Wanna help?" i ask hopefully because i still dont like cooking.

Dallas comes over and kisses my forehead mumbling something about outside before him and Mark leave the room.

Eva and i get started on making lasagna and it's quiet for a while untill she asks "Are y'all gonna try again?"

Looking up at her i shake my head. "Not yet i don't know if i can loose another one so soon."

Eva nods and gives me a sympathetic look. "Have you prayed about it?"

"I have but he hasn't answered me. I feel theirs something i have to do before he will allow me to carry all the way through."

"What do you feel that is?" Eva asks curiously and i shake my head because i dont know yet. "Have you talked to ya dad?"

Frowning i pop the lasagna in the oven. "No, Dallas told him what happened but i wasn't up to talking to him."

"Maybe you should talk to him. He's probably worried."

"I'll take him some lasagna tomorrow." I sit down on the stool and watch amused as Eva jumps on the island.

"Have you and Zoe talked more?" she asks looking at her nails.

Raising a brow i nod. "A little bit, she's nice i just cant get over what happened." After she yelled at me in Dallas's kitchen i stopped talking to her for five months untill Dallas brought it to me that you have to love everyone just as God loves us. I still have a little bit of feelings on the subject but i pray on it everyday. I know if i dont try to overcome the feelings and meet him half way then their still gonna be there. "1 John 4:20 says "If anyone says, "I love God," yet hates his brother, he is a liar. For anyone who does not love his brother, whom he has seen, cannot love God, whom he has not seen." Eva nods agreeing and i sigh. "I was thinking about talking to her. I mean shes the only other person i know who has went through what i'm going through."

I had been thinking about it for a while but when i go to do it i never can. Maybe telling someone that im going to do it will actually help me do it.

"That would be good for you and you may even help her. She talks about you all the time Ave and how sorry she is but she knows your not ready so she doesnt come up to you." After those five months i started letting her come to the family get together and outings because her husband is my daddy so i couldnt do that to him and not let his wife come.

I sigh sadly because i didnt know she tried talking to me i just thought she still didnt want to talk to me.

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It's short but the chapters will get longer once i know what i want to happen in all of them lol

Be blessed and love God (:

-Believe01