Chapter 29:
"Aww he's handsome like his daddy." I gush when Dallas shows me the picture of baby Farmer on his phone.
Farmer is Eva's baby she just had him today not four hours ago. I made Dallas go off to the hospital and snap me tons of pictures because when your on complete bed rest you arnt aloud to do anything. I was sad about that but I want my babys to be safe so I sucked it up and stayed home.
"He's nine pounds eight ounces." Dallas informs me and my eyes widen.
"Oh he's a big boy."
Dallas nods with me and chuckle "Mark was happy he reckoned he'll be a good football player."
Mark is a big man so no doubt his son will be a big man. "I reckon he will. How is Eva?"
"She's tired, the birth was harder since he was bigger."
I frown and say a short prayer asking God to be with her. "Do you think he will move?" I ask Dallas and he lays on the bed beside me taking my hand in his.
"It's okay if he doesn't baby, as long as he is not being harmed it doesn't matter if he's not harmed."
Looking away from him and out the window I ask quietly "Will you think i'm ugly."
"What?" Dallas asks in disbelief. "Why would I think you are ugly Angel?" he ask and I shrug my shoulders wiping the tear that escaped. "Look at me Angel."
I move my head in his direction but I don't look up at him. Dallas sighs and cups my chin making me look at him. "I could never think you were ugly Angel but I want you to tell me why you think that so i can soothe you. Tell me Angel."
"If I have a c section there will be a ugly scar and what if it grosses you out an you don't want me anymore?"
Dallas face morphs into one of understanding and he wraps his arms around me. "Angel you are so beautiful one little scar is not going to make you look ugly to me. Nothing in the world could make you look ugly. You are my Angel my baby and I love you so much. Your not getting that scar for no reason love. You are getting it so our babys don't die and that makes it all the more beautiful. Remember how Eva told you, you have earned your stripes?" he asks me and I nod seriously remembering when I was telling her about my huge stretch marks. "This is just another stripe to add."
Dallas smiles at me and lift my shirt kissing my stretch marks. "Quite frankly I love the tiger look." he says making me giggle. Dallas beams at me and asks super serious "What can I do to convince you that you will always be my beautiful Angel?"
"Just keep loving me."
Dallas shakes his head and my breath hitches "I will always keep loving you Angel and I will always be in love with you."
Smiling widely at my amazing husband I open my arms for him. He comes and gives me a tight hug before kissing me on my lips softly. "I have to go to the Johnsons for a few hours. They got in a new mare and she needs some tranin. B and Wolf are right down stairs if you need them." he informs me and I frown at him not wanting him to go. Dallas sighs and runs his thumb over my lips saying. "Just a few hours and you have me the rest of the day. We can watch Lion king."
I squeal and say shout "Yayy!!" it may have been over a year and a half since I discovered television but the Lion King and Supernatural are still my favorites.
Dallas chuckles and says "I love you."
"I love you to Dallas."
"Do you need anything before I go?" he asks worriedly and i shoo him off telling him he worries to much. "I just love you so much I cant help it.
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"I hope i'm just as good a dad as he is." Dallas says when Mufasa saves Simba from the herd.
Through my tears I look at him and state seriously "You will be a better father than him."
Dallas looks down at me but he doesn't look so sure. "I pray that I am."
"Really?" I ask so shocked. "Dallas baby you are the best man on earth so know you will be an amazing father. The babys aren't even here yet and you have already done more for them in six months than you should their whole eighteen years of life. You are so good with Avlee and Elise. You treat them as yours so think about when our babys come. They are going to never be put down. Never go hungry they'll be sumo wrestlers before their two months." I say and he chuckles amused.
Avlee always crys and the first thing Dallas does is gives her to her mother and tells her to feed her it always shuts her up.
"What if I hurt them?" he asks me and I smile on the inside because he has never asked me about his fears.
"How would you hurt them?"
"Their going to be so small what if I crush um. Or what if I drop um."
"Every baby gets dropped Dallas." I tell him and he purses his lips at me. "You wont hurt them Dallas you are so soft and gentle with me so I know that you wont hurt them and as of the dropping thing just hold them close to your heart and I doubt you will drop them. Have you dropped Avlee or Elise?" I ask and he shakes his head making me give him a pointed look.
Cupping his cheek I say "Your already an amazing father Dallas just wait until the baby's come and you will be even more amazing."
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Conceived by Two
SpiritualSecond book to Saved by Two: Avlon struggles with her miscarrages and has no one to turn to that knows the feeling besides for Aunt Zoe and God. After a year of not talking to Zoe she goes to her and asks what she should do......