Chapter 7:
Getting out of the shower I put on one of Dallas's shirts and some clean panties before I go back into the bathroom and brush out my long red hair.
Three weeks has passed since the dinner with my uncle and I have been thinking more and more about going to see my grandfather. He may have been frightening and threatening that day but he may have calmed down a little. Dallas feels that I should go over and see him because he is my grandfather and all grandfathers love their grandchildren. Well that is how he was raised I was not raised like that. The only love I got was from my mom and she die when I was to young for me to even understand It full.
So I want to go over to my grandfathers house and see if his love is real. I want to know why my mother left like she did and why they never tried finding her if they knew she was in trouble. I want to know all of these things but I can't until I have a talk with him so that's the only other answer.
Sighing happily I set the brush down and go downstairs getting comfortable onto the couch to watch Supernatural. I'm relieved I finally decided to go see him. I don't know when or how but im going to do it sometime and make my husband, my father and myself proud but most of all my father in heaven.
Not ten minutes after I get comfortable and into the television Dallas comes in mumbling to himself. He has a bottle of praying oil in his hand and his thinking face on. He crouches down infornt of me and lifts my shirt up exposing my stomach.
I quirk a brow at him in question but stay silent because when hes like this he doesn't respond because hes to far gone in what God is telling him to do. He lathers his hands in oil and rubs it around my abdomen and stomach speaking in tongues while doing so. I always wondered what he said but unfortunately I have not been blessed with the Holy Ghost yet so I don't know what kind of gift I will receive.
Dallas goes on like this for fifteen minutes and I start to grow concerned when his speaking starts coming out choked and tears start leaking from his eyes. He goes for five more minutes before he looks back at me focused in on my eyes.
He looks so deep down inside me I feel he can read me all of the time and sometimes I think he can. "Dallas baby." I say bringing both hands up to cup his cheeks. "Are you okay?"
"I'm fine Angel. God told me how to help your body to heal. I'm being obedient and doing as he say do not only to listen to him but also so we can have a baby. I'm doing this everyday." he informs me looking deeply serious into my eyes and I nod no having a problem with it at all.
I use my thumb to wipe at his watered cheek and he sighs happily. "It was a happy cry Angel not a sad one." Dallas kisses my stomach lightly before pulling my shirt down. He pulls my legs making me lay across the couch as he gets ontop of me using his arms to hold his weight off of my small body. "Do you wanna try?" he asks deadly serious and I search his face to see if hes really serious.
We haven't tried since I lost the last baby I was afraid to even have sex because what if I got pregnant again and the baby didn't make it? I don't know what I would do or what Dallas would do so I always shied away when he tried making a move.
"I'm afraid." I state biting my bottom lip. Dallas's eyes move down to my action before he quickly looks back up at me masking his face.
"Don't be afraid Angle if you still hurt tell me." he says caring and I giggle at him because that's not what im talking about.
"I'm not afraid of you Dallas never." I scoff and then I explain when I see his confusion. "I'm afraid the baby might die again if we get pregnant."
"What just happened Avlon?" he asks getting serious and I jump a little from his tone. It's not angry but its higher a tone than he would usually use on me letting me know he's dead serious.
"I don't understand it like you." I mumble looking away which is really hard because hes laying ontop of me.
Dallas sits up with an apologizing sigh and straddles my lap. He grabs my chin and makes me look at him. "I'm sorry baby, God gave us his blessing. By showing me how to help you heal that's a sign. We may not get pregnant right away but when we do our baby wont die because It will be in Gods time."
I think about that for a second just taking it all in. Go gave us his blessing. He actually is going to let us have a baby but we still don't know when his time is. Dallas is healing me along with Gods help and that makes me feel all bubbly inside. "I don't want to go upstairs." I giggle and Dallas smirks widely.
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I lay on the couch playing with Dallas's hair the next morning. He shifts his head laying on my stomach. When he opens his eyes he looks up at me and smiles affectionately. "I love you Angel." he mumbles in his husky sleep voice.
"Not as much as I love you cowboy." I mumble giving him a big smile.
"Theres no way you love me more than I love you." He says scoffing.
"Then I guess we love each other the same amount." I say trying to strike a deal and Dallas thinks about it for a moment before nodding his head.
We lay there for a second backing in the sun streaming into the windows before I blurt randomly. "I wanna visit my grandfather."
Dallas props himself up on his elbows and quirks a bow at me in serious question. "What made you think of this?"
"I have been thinking about it but I decided last night. I want to give him a chance to tell his story before I deprive him of his only granddaughter from momma. I want to know my answers first though before we get all hugs and kisses." I explain and Dallas smiles a real smile at me.
"I have his number in the office. He has been waiting for you to call him." Dallas gets up and pulls his boxers on before wrapping a blanket around me and picking me up. I squeal shocked because I didn't know he was going to do that. He carrys me a lot so you figure id be use to it but im still not.
He walks us up the stairs and keeps me in his lap while he runs some bath water. He makes sure its the right temperature before unwrapping me and setting me in. "I'm going to the guest bathroom to take a shower but when your finished ill be in the office." He gives me a quick kiss on the forehead before he leaves out of the room.
When im finished with my bath I dress in a white sundress and braid my hair to the back getting it out of my face.
Dallas sits at his desk typing on his computer when I walk in. He looks up with a big smile on his face and pushes his chair out a little offering me his leg. I sit and look at him expectantly. "Oh." he says laughing as he dials the number. "Are you sure?" he asks one last time and I take a deep breath before nodding.
He finishes putting the number in and then he gives the phone to me. It rings three times before a gruff aged voice says "Hello?"
"Grandpa?" I ask quietly.
It's silent for a moment before the old man breathes "Avlon, Is this my grand baby?"
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Conceived by Two
SpiritualSecond book to Saved by Two: Avlon struggles with her miscarrages and has no one to turn to that knows the feeling besides for Aunt Zoe and God. After a year of not talking to Zoe she goes to her and asks what she should do......