Love Finds a Way

chapter 10: Embrace me

Dan's pov :

"Phil I'll be back in a few you can go ahead and go to bed I'll go get my phone come back and lock up don't worry I won't take long." I said grabbing the keys from the bowl we usually leave them in.

"Okay well I'm tired from winning so much I'll probably fall asleep as soon as I lay on my bed now go get your phone but don't take a long time!" He said heading to his room.

Grabbing my keys and leaving Phil's phone behind I eagerly made my way to Hayley's flat. Opening the door and seeing a few lights on makes me think she definitely is awake and will be for a few more hours.

Remembering that she was going to change into more comfortable clothes I yell ,"Hayley I'll start setting up for season 1 of American Horror Story, with Evan Peters! Oh my god he's like totally so hot. I would definitely bang." I say in my Becky character.

Hearing a laugh erupt from her room I'm sure shes awake and ready to watch people being hurt physically and emotionally.

Hayley's pov:

"Tate and Violet are otp why don't they date irl?!" I tell Dan as he tries to find a comfortable spot.

"I'm not really sure but they definitely would be so adorable."

I'm hungry...I might as well get up to go to the bathroom. But the bathroom is too far awayyy. 1...2...3 I count in my head as I get up from the sofa. By this time next year there's going to be a sofa crease indented on that corner.

"Where are you going?" Dan asked with slight confusion.

"I'm going to Wonderland want to join me?" I say sarcastically.

"Would you mind if I tag along? Oh wait the white bunny wouldn't like that because it's already late"

"I'm going to the bathroom." I say whilst laughing. Something about having Dan here just makes the atmosphere a lot happier if only I had him before. Around certain people my attitide definitely changes like with Nikki when I'm with her I'm so loud and so full of life and I laugh so much. When I was around my dad I would always talk so much about school and my interests. Around my brother I would always be serious because we would always talk about my future. But around Dan I feel as if I can do anything and tell him everything and he won't judge me.

"Hayley hurry up the next episode is about to start!" Jesus this boy is impatient. Before going out again I take a look at myself through the mirror. I couldn't look worse. Bags under my eyes that weren't all that visible yet I get paranoid over the smallest things. My hair up in a bun messy making my figure appear like a teen trying to be tumblr like. My sweats big yet somewhat decent for my figure. And my big jumper that towers over the top half of my body making me seem as if I had stayed home and done nothing. Which is exactly what I've been doing for the past hours but who has to know? God I'm so lazy this is why I'm single.

I've always had self esteem issues. I always thought I was never good enough for anyone that's why i turned down every guy that asked me out. Whether it be to a dance, movie, on a date, or even for a walk to the beach I would turn them down. Somehow over the years I've accepted my self and the way my body looks. The only thing I can't get over about myself is my hair and that will never changed. Never.

"I'm getting something to drink you want something?"

"No thanks I'm fine. But thanks anyway." He said eyes glued to the tv screen as Tate and Violet were sharing a moment in the scence.

Sometimes I remember how I longed for a relationship like Tate and Violet's. If only I had someone like Tate someone willing to listen to every thought I have wether it be small or big and no matter what he would either support my decision or put me in my place if I were to be wrong. I've thought about this a lot. If I was to date someone I would date them because of their personality not their looks. Personality let alone is the prize looks is just a bonus. That person would have to keep me safe, sane,and honest to not only myself but to everyone.