Jack *
Mom .. dad you need to be okay .. you need to stay with me how am i suppose to take care em when your not here to help .. im 17 ( ikik he is 18 but deal with it *only about a year of babysitting behind me mom i need your cooking your love your wise words i need you .. dad i need our bonding days i need your pats on the back when things get hard i need you both when i get married or have my first kid down the line i need you to support me and tell me when i need to stop and move on i need you to tell me if my girl is tge right girl . Please dont leave me with em .. please
I walk into the hospital with my head down to hide my tears and walk up to the front desk .
Hi my name is jack gilinsky and im here to fill out paperwork and see my parents
Ahh yes hello jack i am very sorry about your parents conditions but your little sister is very very lucky to be alive... if she hadnt had been straped in correctly she could have died ... she only has a broken arm -
Miss ? Can we talk about this in a couple i need to go see and say goodbyeto my parents then we can finish this and where is my sister?
Ah yes im sorry i should have thought that she is in the same room as your parents 243b
Thanks
Thats the same room gramps died in god dammit this just gets better and better * note the fucking sarcasm * i slowly walked in to a holding on set of parents and a crying little sister
She is 2 how am i a 19 year old douche gonna take care of her i want the best for her but im not sure if thats me
Baby boy come here
I heard a raspy crying out voice
Mom.
i started to cry
Please don't leave me mom i need you and dad both .. im 16 how am i gonna take care of em .. give her everything she needs and deserves. . She needs a mom and a dad to grow up with .. she needs dad to walk down the isle
Baby you can give her all of that .. now i dont have much time left here but i need you to promise me you wont give up on em ... try your best to give her everything she needs and deserves. . She will have your memories that you share .. the pictures of us and she will have the best god damn brother to walk her down the isle .. she will have a never breakable bond with you and you need to promise me that you will do that before i go i need you to promise your father to be just as protective as he would be and as loving as i would be ..... now baby ive gotta go and i promise i will always be right next to you looking after you and em.. dont give up on her she needs you .. be that father figure she needs .. i love you goodbye baby
Goodbye
I say while a constant stream of tears run down my face as i lean down a kiss her forhead right before the beep gets louder and nurses rush in saying they are sorry and carrying her and my father out
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I look up to see my happiness. . And now my life
Hi em
Granted she was only 2 she giggled back and reached up for me with her bright pink cast
Mommy and daddy loved you very much and wish they could be here right now but they had to go baby
Okay jackyy
I picked her up and carried her out to the nurse asking if we could leave and greatfully she let us go home ..
Thank god there was a toys r us across the street because i needed to get her a car seat and some other things
Emmy what color do you want?
PINK PINK PINKKKKK.
Okay geez blu it is
NO I SAID PINK HACK ATK
Jeez okay
fine..
I bought the most pinkish 2 in one i could find. .. this is gonna go with my black jeep wrangler very well
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Jack . What happend to mommy and daddy?
i choked on my words and finally told her
Well you know how when we go to church we talk about god and jeaus?
Yeah?
well he needed mommy and daddy up in heaven to help all of the kids up there..
Why didnt he take someone eles she asked
I started to cry i dont know baby but they will always looking down on us and bin our hearts mommy told me so
