Just Like Before (D-Series Trilogy 01)

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Ellianna Vanessa's Point of Veiw

HONEY

I'm sorry Van, I already told the media that I'm not his girlfriend. I'm really sorry, I'll make it up to you. I'm really sorry
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I read Honey's message, I just took a deep breath, before I go to the plane. I know I look pale now, but I still manage to smiled and greet every passenger.

I'm the one assigned to close the plane's door, I closed it properly. After that, I still force myself to smiled and interact with the passenger here in plane.

Ginawa ko ng maayos ang trabaho ko hanggang sa makapag-land kami sa may destination, Canada. May ilang oras kaming stay dito bago umalis, kaya nag-decide ako na puntahan ang parents ko.

I call a cab and go inside, I gave the address of my parents house. Nang makarating ay nagbayad ako, I get my bag and push the doorbell.

"Elly!" Mama call me when she saw me, pinagbuksan naman niya ako ng gate, pinapasok ako ni Mama. Nagpapatayo pa sila ng bahay nila, this house is where I use to live before, pina-upo naman ako ni Mama sa couch.

"I'll just get you some drinks" sabi ni Mama, at umalis na, I heard she also call Papa, kaya habang hinihintay si Mama ay dumating si Papa. "Elly!" he said and went to me.

"I thought your busy?" tanong ni Papa, dumating naman si Mama na may dalang juice "Yes, we just have a time to stop here before going again, I just decided to pay a visit" sabi ko.

My parents just asked me some questions, they also knew the issue, and they are worried. But assual I always answer them, that I'm alright.

Nang oras na para umalis ako ay nagpaalam na ako sa kanila, bumalik na ako sa airport. Sakto naman ang dating ko dahil paalis na ulit, hindi naman na ako nagpalit ng damit.

Nag-welcome na lang ulit ako ng mga passenger, and do my job properly.

Ang bilis ng panahon, ngayon sikat na talaga si Kyle, he have a blockbuster movies now! He have lots of supporters now, and I heard Josh is his full time manager now.

Habang patagal ng patagal ay mas nahihirapan lang ako, mas lalo akong binigigyan ng reason para sumuko na lang.

Yung issue niya kay Honey ay buhay pa din, marami pa rin ang naniniwala na girlfriend niya yun. But they tell to the media that, he and Honey are just friends, he can't tell the media he have me.

And I just always found myself crying every night, lalo pag ako lang ang mag-isa. I can't handle the pain anymore! I can't be in the dark! I didn't deserve it.

"Famous actor Chen, decided to go in the Philippines to have a project there and chooose his own leading lady, and his fans are expecting him to have a permanent partner this time."

I read the post on the social media, sometimes I just hate open my account, puro kasi yun na lang ang dumadaan sa account ko.

Wala na din kaming oras sa isat-isa, he's busy so as I am, tuloy-tuloy ang sikat niya, samantalang ako? Tuloy-tuloy ang pag-deny sa public.

I actually pity myself for this, before he's proud saying my name in public but now? He's denying me in public, so he's supporters won't interrupt me

Pero pagod na ako sa ganito, palagi na lang. When we celebrate our birthday together, akala ko maayos na, hindi pala, kakadating lang niya, ngunit kailangan na ulit niyang umalis.

"Sorry babe, the management call me, I need to check some papers about the contract they want me to sign" he said and I nooded at him "It's okay, go ahead" I said he went to me and kissed my forehead.