Chapter 9 Searching

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"I knew it was only a matter of time before you show up." Jasmine hiss as Diane enters her room. "I know that you're still angry at me but..." "Stop, just stop mom, you say I'm still angry at you if you forgot to pick me up from school or forgot to give me lunch money, as if it something that simple, and here you are looking pitiful all set to give me one of your, I'm sorry, I didn't mean it, speeches but just save it, mother, I don't want to hear it, I'm here for my siblings, not you."

"Jasmine...I..." "I said I didn't want to hear it mother, I know what you're going to say and I'm really not in the mood to hear it right now, please return to whatever it is that you were doing and just let me be, please," Jasmine says with tears in her eyes. "Okay, I'm just glad that you're home." Diane bites her lips to suppress her tears as she walks slowly from the room.

With tears running down her face Diane return to Gabriel's study and slowly lowered herself into his chair. Jasmine's anger was justified, as much as she wish she could find the right words to explain what she did, she couldn't, there was simply no explanation for what she did to her husband, most of what had happened was her fault and that was something she would have to live with.

She slowly began going through the draws on his desk searching for the files that Justin had asked for. A few minutes later she found the files and was about to close the draw when a black book with a gold cord wrapped around it caught her eyes.

At first, she was just curious to see what was written on it because there was nothing written on the cover. She opens it and on the first page was written (My most intimate thoughts and memories) needless to say that piqued her curiosity even more and she began reading.

How is it that she had never seen this book before? What was he hiding in it? She wonders as she scans the first page. She noticed that he had begun writing down his feelings when he moved to Jamaica with Alex. He writes about how Alex's life in high school was miserable because of his abusive parents.

He then writes about the agony he went through after his brother's death and his anguish and total breakdown after his parent's death. She noticed that each entry began with a precise date, so all the times he had lied about not being with Karen, now she had the proof, now she could confirm that he was lying.

She was so intrigued, she literally couldn't put the book down, she didn't realize how much tie has passed until she glance up at the clock and saw that it was after two Am, so she reluctantly put the book back in the draw under some other papers, close the draw and went to check on her children including Jasmine who was now fast asleep. She then went back to her room, freshen up, and went to bed.

A few hours later she once again found herself tossing, turning,  and sweating in the bed, unable to sleep as her skin tingled with sexual tension. She missed her husband so badly, his touch, his kisses, his smell, the naughty words her would whisper in her ears as he fill her with his hard shaft...

not to mention the erotic rhythm of his body as intense ecstasy builds between them, the way he bites his lips and moans deep in his throat, and grips the sheet as she brought him to his climax.

With a sorrowful groan, she places one of the pillows between her legs as the sexual tingling of her skin becomes almost unbearable. She will her body to relax and let the erotic memories of her gorgeous husband invade her mind, one, in particular, was the night her babies currently in her womb was conceived and yes this was

Gabriel, so she knew that there was more than one of them in there.

Thank you all for reading

verse for thought

Refrain from anger and forsake wrath

fret not yourself; it tends only to evil

Psalm 37: 8

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