K.O.

Why does the day passes by faster in my home ?

Why do i always wake up in mid-sleep ?

2am 3am 4am

Disrupted night

Pathological fright

Distorted psyche

There's chamomile 

But no St John wort

There's a prescription

But no guarantee

There's air

But no oxygene

Why does my body feels like a shut-tight container ?

Dry eyes blurry vision

Free will but no decision

Daydreaming about ambitions

But never had one in action

How can the mind go blank for more than 2 years ?

The ravages of Time 

Walking all over me

4 weeks  6 months 365 days

Life passing me over

A soulless mortal

At a black portal

I guess i know the answer:

I am dead inside