Fear of death (dream smp)

18. Waking up

Why was it that every damn time I decided to pass out, these two were always there. At some point this was going to get embarrassing.

Once I woke up I was wrapped up in bandages, I couldn't move properly without pinging of pain on my side and spine. After my blurred vision subsided I had noticed that I was back at the bunker.
I heard fast footsteps enter the room.
"Y/n! You're awake, we are lucky we found you!" Tommy said relieved.
Wait but didn't Sapnap and Dream help me?
"Where did you find me?" I asked rubbing my head.
"Outside L'manberg, you seemed in a very rough state from afar and when we look we were shocked." Techno explained.
Where did those two go?
"Who did this to you?"
"Schlatt, well Quackity stabbed me but yeah, pretty rough." I mumbled, "the conversation was strange, I think when I said I was loyal to you all he decided to act on that."
"Well thank you, we appreciate your loyalty."
"How long is this going to take to heal?" I questioned looking at the bandage attached to me.
"A week maybe two, but you will be able to walk soon." Techno explained.
I nodded, the boys left the room and as they closed the door I immediately reached for paper and ink. I needed to see those two.
I contemplated what to write for a moment before putting ink to paper.

To Dream and Sapnap

I need to speak with you as soon as possible, I need to clear some things up and I have questions, many questions. I hope you are okay with meeting me, I know I have been confusing at times, but I want to help. Make sure your reply bird gets it to me directly, I don't want the others finding it.
Ps: thank you for saving me, I Owe you.

Closing the paper I went outside and handed the messenger bird the letter. It flew off allowing me to rest easy. However, my heart wasn't resting easy. I had so many questions, I wanted to know why things were happening, and most importantly I needed to figure things out.
To start Wilbur has been acting strange, in a very manic way, sometimes mumbling things to himself, he seemed crazed in a way. I didn't know what to think of it. Tommy definitely was scared as though at any second someone would try take the discs away from him. Techno was calm, collected and made a lot of plans to ensure our safety and future actions. I myself, well I wasn't sure, things were changing and I had a feeling something was going to happen, that would change everything and who knew what would happen in that moment. I wasn't sure who's side I'd have to pick, but it scared me, if I chose the wrong side, I could be dead.
Once again I wished sensei was here to guide me, but I'm an adult now, I needed to make my own decisions for my own fate.

Maybe there would be a traitor, someone who stopped everything for the sake of fate. Maybe someone from Manberg would help us or vice versa. I guess I can't trust anyone fully, or let my guard down in the slightest.

Around two hours later, I received the letter back. I crept into my room and slowly shut my door. Opening the letter carefully, it read:

Hey Y/n

I think we need to speak with you too, I think it's best if you know some things as well. Tomorrow at sunset meet us at the lake near the Smp. We think it is crucial if you know some things. We hope you are healing well. Remember you can trust us

Sapnap and Dream

They responded earlier than I expected, thankfully I knew where I had to go now, but I had to meet them somehow without the others worrying. That would be the challenge. I also had to avoid other people guarding the place, I'm sure Quackity is out to get me.

With Dream he worries me, since he can be very unpredictable especially with either us slow dancing together or him trying to kill me. It confused me, and I wanted to get to the bottom of what's going on. Then there's Sapnap, who I see as a sweeter soul, I think him following Dream makes it seem like he's worse than he is but when we danced together all I saw was joy and a positive aura.

All I knew was I needed answers. Anything to help me realise what was actually going on. These sudden changes were not good and I needed to figure out how to get past them or at least change them again. Maybe I would end up changing sides, or maybe I would have to make a big decision on who I trusted. But in the end, I couldn't trust anyone, cause it seems anyone could stab me in the back, literally.
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Took a small break yesterday but I'm back!
Hope everyone is well

- author put