Facing My Demons (Devil's Right Hand MC #1)

Chapter 16

Clove's POV

MAJOR trigger warning for this chapter!! Details of SA and talk of death and torture. As always I put specific warnings before the details.

"Babe, I need you to wake up," I hear as Wolf brushes my hair out of my face.

"How long have I been asleep?" I ask stretching.

"Just an hour, it's only midnight," he starts and I'm really confused, "Blade called and they found something. He wants me down in his office right now and he said to bring you if you want."

"Of course, I'm going," I say shooting up and getting dressed in the jeans and long-sleeve shirt  I wore earlier today.

Wolf was eerily quiet as we walked down the stairs and towards Blade's office. I know he's worried about me and how I'll react, but I also know he's nervous to see what they found as well. 

We finally make it to Blade's office to find him and Bear with a look of pure rage on their faces. Wolf shuts the door and sits down beside Bear, motioning for me to sit on his lap but I sit beside him instead.

"You sure she should be here for this?" Bear asks Wolf and I have to fight the urge to slap this boy.

"First of all don't talk about me like I'm not in the room," I snap at him, "does this have to do with Jesse?"

"Yes, it does," Blade answers but doesn't look me in the eyes. Whatever they found must be really bad.

"Does it have to do with what he did to me?" I clarify and Blade nods once again, "then I'm fucking staying."

"Okay," Blade sighs as Bear types on his computer and suddenly the TV on the wall lights up with what I'm assuming is a mirror from his computer. As I read the screen, I am confused as I see a file with a ton of links in it. What exactly did they find?

"Just spit it out, brothers," Wolf growls and I know he's almost as anxious as me.

"So I found a secrete server on Jesse's hard drive, a server he should not have known how to set up, that's why I didn't look sooner," Bear begins and I know it pisses him off that he missed this, but he didn't, he found it eventually.

"There are 17 videos in this file," Blade adds, and my brows furrow. What kind of videos?

"That fucking asshole!" Wolf yells beside me as he slams his fist on the table. 

"What do you mean there are 17 videos? Of what? Did you watch any of them?" I ask, still confused as to what is happening.

"We watched a few seconds of one just to confirm what they were and we assume the rest have the same material," Blade answers and I'm still so confused- until...

"He fucking recorded it!" I scream as my hands start to shake, "are one of those videos of me?"

"We don't know," Blade begins and I look to see Wolf pacing a few feet from the table, "we stopped when we realized what we found."

"He's done this to 17 women?" I ask and nobody responds, they don't need to. I thought he singled me out for some reason. That I was too much of a flirt or just a loser, but it wasn't me, it was him.

"Can you find my video?" I ask Bear and he looks down.

"We would have to go through all of the videos and that can take time," Blade sighs and I know they don't want to violate these women again by watching all of these tapes.

"Are there time stamps attached to those videos?" I ask, still looking at Bear. 

"Yeah, why?" Bear asks, clearly confused.