Logan growled, iv never heard him growl with such anger and force before. As I was just standing there frozen. I mean wouldn't you, if your supposed to be dead befriend walks into your baby shower months later?
Lets just say I was in shock a little bit. I couldn't believe what my eyes were telling me. Jake stood right infront of me, his head down while he played with his hands. I wanted to jump right up on him and give him the biggest hug! But I was still stuck and also pregnant.
I was absolutely confused, I thought he died? Jake would look up every once in a while, but just for a second to put his hand back down.
"Rose from the dead, I see."
Logan broke the three of our silence.
"Just came to see Nevaeh, Logan."
His head still looking down.
Logan let an unnecessary loud growl off in the room. Voice all disappeared, eyes all one Logan and Jake.
"How?" is all I could manage to escape from my dry mouth.
"I didnt come here to fight. I just didn't wanna lose my bestfriend, over something so stupid. Logan you have to understand iv known nevaeh forever. Of course I Love..."
Is all jake managed to get out before getting cut off by Logan.
"Nevaeh is MY MATE, NOT YOURS! WHY CANT YOU GET IT THROUGH YOUR DAMN HEAD!?"
Logan began raising his voice towards Jake.
I on the other hand was trying to process it all. My bestfriend is dead, he is alive. Okay well that's good, but the true mystery is how?
"Logan, listen."
"No Jake, you listen! Nevaeh doesn't love you, you are not her mate. She loves me, and I am her mate! How many fucking times do we have to go through this!? "
At this point in time, Logan's face was emotionless. He even blocked me from reading his thoughts. Why couldn't Logan get his head out his ass and listen to Jake?
I pushed every thought aside, all hell was about to break loose. An I couldn't be the one to stop it! I'm not risking my pup for Logans possessive ways.
Logans eyes began turning red from brown , my heart began to beat faster. I was terrified, Iv never seen anyones eyes turn that color before. I didn't even know what to expected out of it all.
"Baby, please calm down. Please!"
It was as if I didn't even say a word. Logans cheat was tearing out of his shirt. Jake wasn't even doing anything, but stood calm and kept his head down. I couldn't understand why he was getting so fired up.
What I couldn't understand is why jake hasn't left yet. Jake lifted his head breaking the silence, "Your pregnant."
As he began walking toward me, Logan stood firmly infront of me. As if I needed a body gaurd from Jake.
"Yes she is clearly pregnant. Now back the fuck away! Now!"
Logan didn't even sound like his normal self anymore. His voice has changed, it got more deeper and darker.
Jake ignored Logan and looked over at me. "Is it mine?" Logan let out another threatening growl, as Jake went to touch my stomach.
"Logan, he needs to know. Jake its possible, I'm not completely sure which of you are the father."
It was the honest, most hurtful truth. But I had to tell him, he had to know the possibilities.
"Nevaeh, I...."
Again Logan cut poor Jake off from speaking. Why was Logan being so short tempered, I had no ideal. Id understand if he was protective, but this was way more then protective. This was more like being possessive.
Logan's eyes still glowed fire red, I was a little less scared getting adapted to his angered ways.
"There now he was told, he can go NOW!"
Logan was getting angrier and impatient by the second.
As Jake backed away, Logans mood seemed to calm. Logan was being so selfish. I didn't even want Jake to leave, but it was best if he had.
It was my own fault that Logan hated Jake. The drama gossip started to fade, but not completely. The baby shower proceeded, not as well as I expected. But I didnt think it would after Logan's little show. The most important this was no one got hurt, and we got a lot of what we needed.
Logan borrowed his dad ( The alphas) truck to take the gifts home. As he did that, I waited at the pack house with our car.
I sat there on the front porch, looking up at the stars and Crescent moon. Thinking how one night, has ruined my bestfriend, mate and future pups lives.
I realized I have to make the best out of the situation. An deal with my mistakes in a mature way. I went along and texted jake.
(Texting Jake)
The pup is a male.
He is basically five months, and kicks his little heart out. We havnt really fount anything else out, other than he is really healthy and doing very well.
- Me
Nevaeh, I'm so sorry for destroying the shower! Your my BESTFRIEND, and I don't want the one night to scar are friendship. An I might have a little boy! Keep me updated, talk later.
- Jake
(End of conversation)
Around 15 minutes after me and Jakes conversation ended Logan pulled up. On are ride home we didn't speak much, which was really scarry. I rather him nag me about the pregnancy, then block me from his thoughts and not talk. I felt heart broken that he was shutting me out.
I just wanted my logan back, the one I new. Not the one at the shower, but the one I came to love. He's been through so much heart ache I can't blame him for being this way.
As I began walking up the porch steps with Logan in front of me, I slipped. Next thing I'm aware of is the hospital ceiling.
