We got everything settled in the house okay, everything looked as if I never left. Except a little more dusty, but I couldn't blame him, I'm shocked the house is even cleaned. I went up to our room and changed into Logan's black shirt and shorts which actually surprisingly still fit me. Then made my way to the back porch, enjoying the view as I waited for Logan.
The sun shining on every inch of my showing skin, and the wind blowing softly through my hair. It made me feel right at home, never thinking how much nature helped my human form. I began getting impatient to run, and shift into my wolf form. The woods is teasing me at such a great distance, my mate taking so long was killing me inside.
Just as I was about to leave him behind, his strong tan beautiful arms wrapped around my waist with perfect sync. I turned my head just enough to press my lips against his soft ones, tasting his beautiful delicious sent. Finally breaking are make-out session we were having I pulled away with a cute, quick smile. He looked at me full of concern and worry, as I gently held his hand in mine and pulled him towards the woods.
his voice finally broke with laughter giving me a shiver down my sore spine. "Impatient much?" he chuckled. His voice was as if it was heroine in my veins, making my heart beat rapidly increase. I couldn't hold my wolf back any longer, I shifted. I let my paws carry me anywhere and everywhere, enjoying the sun peaking through the beautiful trees of nature.
Not realizing I left Logan behind, I kept running and running! I finally stopped when I realized I could no longer hear my mates paws paddle behind me. My heart began to ache, why is it hurting when I am out of his site? The thought of Logan being alone, discussed me. I ran even faster back, to see Logan tanning in our back yard. These boys are going to drive me crazy. I quickly shifted.
"Logan, don't you think you should have told me you were coming back ? You had me run all the way back here thinking something is wrong, to see you ... tanning? " I sighed. Trying to look serious. "Sorry baby, I thought you would have a lot more fun without me, and you always like running bye your self. I still could smell your sent, I wasn't going to let you get to far without me." His voice full of sorrow. I just giggled, and laid beside him, of course still nude.
We cuddled for what felt like hours on the wonderful apple green grass, which was actually just 30 minutes before Logan had to go to a pack meeting. I hated when he had to go, cause that meant me being left alone in a big old house.
Hour after Logan left, for pack meeting.
The thought of calling Jake came into my head annoying as ever, making it hard to pay attention to the movie I was watching. My wolf hating that was thinking of another male other than my own mate. Which I couldn't blame her, Jake almost destroyed my relationship with Logan. Best friend or not I should not have allowed that to happen. As much as I love Jake as a friend I need to spend a little more time with Logan, to make sure he knows how much I love him. After Logan realizing there is no competition between him and Jake I shall spend time with Jake again. But now isn't really the time to spend with Jake, I need to make my feelings clear with Logan and get his permission.
So of course, I still sit here bored waiting for Logan to get back. Sometimes his pack meetings go on for three hours. It even sucks more knowing Logan wont let me attend until I deliver Liam. Ugh! Its 6:56 PM going on 7:00 PM im craving Logan's sent so bad right now. I decide to get up and go to his part of the closet to sniff his shirt when I see a pink shirt on the bottom of the closet. By the way the pink shirt isn't mine.
My face turns pizza sauce red, my anger boils the blood beneath my skin. The first thought that pops into my head is Logan cheated! Before I could even take a minute and let everything sink in I call Jake. I have not a clue to what I was doing. But I did it, I called Jake to invite him over and of course he agrees.
Not even 15 minutes later, I here a soft but noticeable knock at the door. I open it not even giving Jake a chance to say hello, planting a kiss on his lips. Which I eventually slide my tongue in his mouth massaging it with his. Pulling me in behind him I shut the door and we make our way up to my bed room. I couldn't even think , I was lost in the moment, literally.
"Nevaeh, are you sure?" Jake ask as we fall onto my bed, him on top. I didn't even responded except for the short nod, I gave suggesting yes. Next thing I know both our pants are off and he's giving me much pleasure. When we finally stop, we lay side by side, completely nude, as my stomach begins to ache with such gilt. But I ignored it knowing that Logan did exactly the same thing with some slut when I was in the hospital. I just wanted to cry right then and there but I didn't, thank god.
"Jake, I'm sorry. I got really carried away. I love you, just as a best friend. What happens between me and Logan after this, I don't know. But I do know one thing about us, we will be best friends no matter what the outcome is of the baby's father. " I said looking over at him. he didn't say anything. He just placed a kiss on my forehead, and got dressed.
"Nevaeh, I love you so much. More than just friends, but I understand you are not my mate, and you are Logan's. So this thing between us cant happen anymore. No matter what. It will hurt more people then you realize. Stop playing Logan Nevaeh, stop playing me. " He said then left. leaving me lye on my bed naked and full of shame.
Not even ten minutes later, Logan ran up the steps and didn't sound to pleased! "WHO THE FUCK WAS IN HERE NEVAEH! WHAT DID YOU DO!" He screamed, his face looked protective, pissed, and depressed. "I don't know Logan, who was in here? " I said with sarcasm. "WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN! " He looked confused, but still full of anger. "I know Logan just give up already, who is she? Do you still see her? How many times? How long has it been? " I asked calmly. "NEVAEH WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT, STOP TRYING TO CHANGE THE DAMN SUBJECT! WHY WAS JAKE IN HERE AND WHY IS HIS SENT ALL OVER YOU! You didn't, oh god Nevaeh , why!! " He said as he sat on the bed cupping his hands over his gorgeous eyes crying. "I found her damn shirt Logan, give up. An yes Jake and I just fucked, do I love him, no. Do I love you , yes. Am I full of shame, yes. Am I pissed , yes. Why do you ask. Cause you cheated also!" I said rapidly as tears also ran down my face!
"NEVAEH I DIDNT CHEAT ON YOU, IM GONNA KILL THE FUCKING MUTT!!!! " Logan said turning towards me, face nearly touching my own. " It wasn't his fault it was mine, I was getting revenge for you cheating. End of story. " I said rapidly. "I didn't cheat Nevaeh, that's your mothers shirt, I washed it for her while she watched you at the hospital I must have forgotten it. " He informed me quickly. Tears ran down my face, I hated myself, why do I always make these stupid mistakes?
There we were, both in tears crying on one another. All because I made the mistake in thinking he cheated. I hate myself , he hates me. He will never forgive me!
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Hey guys, thanks for reading!
Sorry I haven't wrote in a while , iv been busy trying to catch my grades up in school. I have all A's except two e's I got to bring up! Ugh!!!
Anyway, please VOTE, COMMENT , AND SHARE!!
ALSO I HAVE TWO OTHER BOOKS OUT WHICH IN MY OPINION ARE WAY BETTER THAN THIS ONE. "She's Mine!" and " Brothers best friend" I know I write a lot about possessive alphas ha-ha any suggestions in what I should write next? Thanks!!
xoxo Dez
