"Nevaeh, are you okay? " I asked her partially conscious body, as I ran over to her. "Just make sure Liam is safe, and loved." she spoke in a very low tone, I barley could here her words. I felt a big reality wave it me as tears streamed down my face, I was terrified that Nevaeh wouldn't live after Liam was born. She loved him and wont even be able to raise him with me! I won't let neither of them die! I lover her too much! 'She will make it Logan! ' I told my self over and over! "Baby we will do it together, stop talking like that and have faith. "I told her before pushing 911 on my cell phone, the ambulance was on its way, but nevaeh still felt like she wouldn't make it and continued to try and push Liam out. She wouldn't listen I was so scared for her life And frustrated she wouldn't stop. Every time she pushed more blood came pouring out of her! " NEVAEH STOP, WAIT THEY'RE ON THEIR WAY! " I raised my voice slightly towards her but in a worry tone. "LOGAN, LIAM NEEDS TO LIVE IM NOT GONNA ALLOW HIM TO DIE ALONG SIDE OF ME! " She yelled, coldly. Which made me cry even more, I didn't care what I looked like at that moment, I wanted my family to live!
All this guilt overcame me for leaving Nevaeh Last night if I haven't left her she wouldnt be dying. God please help Nevaeh, please! Don't punish her and Liam for my mistake please god don't take them from me now! I praid, as Nevaeh continued to push while holding my hand, tightly! I closed my eyes, I couldn't watch my family be torn apart, I love them so much, I wish she would just relax and wait for help! My eyes flashed open when I heard Liam crying? I grabbed his head like the doctors would do, and slid him out of nevaeh! He was so beautiful, ge looked really healthy, but to big for being concidered premature. He must have matured faster having alpha blood in him. So that means Liams mine, I hope anyways.
I wiped him off with a sheet I found folded up ontop of the clean hamper on the floor next to us, the wrapped him perfectly with the baby blanket Nevaeh got at the baby shower. "Let me hold him!" Nevaeh said as her arms reached for Liam, she looked so happy but tired. I gently placed Liam in Nevaehs arms, just a few moments later did the ambulance come in! "Hello? we got a call?" they screamed from the front door. "Up here! " I answered back as I gently took liam back from Nevaeh!
They rushed into the room, and hurried to get Nevaeh carefully onto the gurney and told me to ride along in the ambulance. I didn't even respond I was rushing out the door, and hopped into the ambulance after Nevaeh and them got in! I held Liam in my arms, protectivly. They were more concerned with Nevaeh then with healthy little Liam. Which I understood, Liam was doing fine. He would open his eyes randomly and then hurried to shut them again.
"She's non responsive " the black hair guys said, as he shined a flash light into Nevaehs eyes. My heart began to race, was Nevaeh really dying? no! please no! I couldn't handle it, I listened carefully to every word the two men spoke, I was about to flip out!
We finally made it to the hospital as they rushed Nevaeh into immediate surgery. And a blonde nurse took liam from me to make sure he was okay. There I was in the waiting room face in my hands bursting out in tears cause my family was in the hospital! All I did was pray and pray! "Are you here with Nevaeh and baby Liam? " The same nurse that took Liam away asked as she approached me. "Yes!" I quickly said as I stood up waiting for news. "Liam is healthy, would you like a private room with him as you wait for your wifes results? " she asked politely, I just nodded my head yes.
It was three in the morning when a doctor finally came into our room, I finally got Liam asleep in my arms. But I was no where close to falling asleep, my mate was in a deadly situation and its scaring the shit out of me. "Sir" he greeted me and I looked up at the door way where he stood. "Yes? " I asked. " I'm here to speak with you about your wife, Nevaeh " He spoke again, and all my attention was on him. "is she alright? when can I see her?" these questions flew out my mouth. "sir, nevaeh is..."
