Best Friends

Saying Goodbye

    KateLynn's POV:

   Saying goodbye to Zayn is going to be the hardest thing I've ever done. He was my first love, my first time. I lost my virginity to him, even though I knew he would be leaving. I have tried to figure out what to say to him, but i have absolutely no idea. How do you say goodbye to the boy that stole your heart? 

    "KateLynn? Come on, I mean I'm gonna miss him too, but we've got to say goodbye." Maggie told me, squeezing my shoulder in a comforting way. I sniffed and wiped my eyes before nodding at her. She pulled me up off the bed and out to her car. She drove us to Zayn's house and the ride was a quite one. Normally we would be singing along to the radio, but today we were silent.  I looked out the window at the gloomy, gray sky. I couldn't help but think how fitting that was.  We pulled up to Zayn's house expecting to see a moving truck, but instead saw a mini van. I glance over to Maggie only to see a confused expression that I'm sure matched my own. We got out of the car and I ran up the driveway. 

    "Zayn? What's going on?" I called out, as I ran into the living room. "Who's this?" said a strange woman perched on the couch. She was glaring at me with a very disapproving look on her face.  "Zayn?" I said, my voice wavering. Zayn stood up from where he was sitting on the couch, next to the strange woman. He walked over to me and kissed me. "Zayn! I will not stand for this." the mean looking woman yelled. Zayn pulled away, but rested his forehead against mine. "I'm sorry mom." he whispered, his eyes never leaving mine.  I opened my mouth to speak, but was interrupted by a little boy running into the room. "Kay-Lynn!" he shouted in his adorable little kid voice. Zayn moved out of the way  so that his little brother could hug me. "Hey Kyle." I said, trying to hid the sadness in my voice. His little frame clung to me like i was the last thing on Earth. I picked him up and turned back to Zayn. "Can we talk?" I asked him quietly, He nodded his head and walked out of the room. We went upstairs to the empty room that used to be his. "What's going on?" I asked again this time not even bothering to hide my tears. Kyle was resting his head against my chest with his eyes closed, but i could tell he was crying. Zayn sighed as he leaned back against the wall. "I'm moving in with my mom." he said at last. I shot him a confused frown. "She lives in Philadelphia, KateLynn." 

    Numbness. That's all I feel anymore. I keep replaying the last time I saw him. That last conversation that meant so much. I've been in my room for weeks now. I only leave to shower and eat. Maggie came over and tried to help the first few days. but she soon figured out that it was useless. Zayn's mother didn't approve of me, that much I knew. She practically hated me, which was fine because the feeling was mutual. I hated her for taking Zayn away from me, I hated her for not loving me like her son did, I hated her simply because I could. I know truthfully that Zayn wouldn't want me to hate his mother even though she didn't want us to be together.  I guess it's time to realize that he's not coming back. I'm gonna have to move on with my life, but right now I'm going to mourn the relationship I just lost.  That was the last thing I thought before crying myself to sleep.