AMELIORATE

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𝐎𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐧 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞 𝐠𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐨𝐩𝐩𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐮𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐬, 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞...

𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐬𝐚𝐲, 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐬, 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝... 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐓𝐞𝐣𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐰𝐢, 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬 𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐠𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐟𝐨𝐮𝐫... 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐚𝐛𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐲 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐨𝐲𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝, 𝐀𝐧𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐤𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐲...

𝐎𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐧, 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐧 𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐦𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭, 𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐩𝐡𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐥𝐨𝐜𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧...

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Ameliorate: To make something that's bad change into something better.

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My periods were 4 days late and I was freaking out!

They were never late, my cycle has been punctual all this while, but it wasn't just now...
It wasn't something that I expected, I was on pills, and last time when we had sex, he used the condom, is what I remember...

I rushed my way out to the drugstore, to get myself 4 pregnancy tests, one of each brand, to just to be sure...

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I enter in my bathroom, and do the requisites...
Stepping out in my room, staring at the clock, to wait for 4 minutes in total, for all the tests to get thru the reactions within...

I moved across my room, with shaky hands and feet...

The thought of carrying a baby scared me when I knew, my boyfriend is not really up for any commitment... he'll blame me, like every other guy, who mistakenly gets his girlfriend pregnant...
He'll ask me to give up the baby, and the mere thought sends shivers down my spine, it was scary...

I looked up at the wall clock, and there were still 3 minutes left, the time doesn't seem to be proportional with the rate of number of thoughts that are striking my mind continuously...

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I step into my washroom, taking a breath of courage, and a step of faith on my destiny and life...

I held all four of the tests in my hand collectively, and arranged them properly, while my eyes were closed...
Counting under my breath... I opened my eyes, and looked down to the four tests... reading one common conclusion...

"POSITIVE"

I was pregnant, was all I could think, at the moment...
All I wanted to do was cry, sob and shout at the top of my lungs, declaring to everybody out there, that I was pregnant...

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