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🦋Olivia Renee Hayes🦋
Monday, August 15, 2020
On Friday ski stayed over to eat and we just watched some movies in my room and talked. And talked. And talked.
He stayed until about three in the morning, when I started to fall asleep.
I don't think I've ever talk to anyone or opened up to anyone like that ever in my life, but it felt so good. I felt good talking to him about all my problems.
And he actually listened to me.
He told me about how his dad passed away in a car accident, which he shed a fear tears while doing.
I told him that the letter I received was from the courts. They want me to speak against Andrew in trail.
I don't think I'd be able to do that.
What if they try to take my son away from me?
I shook the thought from my head and grabbed my backpack off the floor, going out the front door.
Ski was here to pick me up for school since I woke up late.
I used my key to lock my door and quickly walked downstairs to the parking lot.
I got into the car and Ski was sitting on his phone, but he put it down when he saw me. He smiled, "good morning."
"Good morning," I smiled back. "Did you eat yet? I'm s-"
I stopped talking when he handed me a Dunkin Donuts bag. I looked inside and it was the bagel I always get. "Thank you."
"Anytime," he put his car in drive and started to leave my apartment complex.
"How's Mr. brown doing? His nurse called me yesterday to talk to him because he wouldn't take his medication," I explained.
"Yeah he's just... he just doesn't have much left to live and he knows it," ski admitted.
I frowned, feeling bad. "How much longer?"
"His doctor said another six months give or take," he told me.
"Oh my god," I exclaimed.
I had no idea mr. Brown was that sick. This information just made me want to say forget school and go see him.
But if I want to graduate I can't miss any classes, so I have to go to school. But I have a shift after work anyways, so I guess I'll see him then.
I just can't believe he's going to be gone in less than a year. He means so much to me, I can't stand the thought of not seeing him almost everyday.
He's like the highlight of my week.
I wanted my son to grow up and call him grandpa. Cause he's like a grandfather to me.
"Do you work after school?" Ski asked me.
"Yeah," I sighed.
"I'll drop you off, I'm going to see him after school," he stated.
I nodded my head before taking a bite out of my bagel. I can't believe he's dying.
There's nothing left for the doctors to do? Have they tried everything?
"Okay, what time do you have to be at work?" He asked.
"At 6:30."
"So that gives us time to stop and get something to eat before," he stated.
"Yeah it does," I agreed.
He smirked at me before looking back at the road.
He's been flirting with me a lot. Or maybe I'm trippin again.
Guys don't like me.
So of course he isn't flirting with me. He's way out of my league anyways.
But I really feel like he is, though.
I just need to know. "Are you flirting with me or Am I just being weird right now?"
He laughed and kept looking at the road. After a few seconds he looked back at me. "Wait for real?"
I nodded my head.
"Yeah Im flirting with you," he admitted.
I blushed, "but why?"
"Have you seen yourself?" He smiled.
"Yeah I'm pregnant."
"So?"
"So I'm having a baby," I said in a duh tone.
"And?"
I didn't even know what to say. "You don't care that I'm pregnant?"
"Why would I care, Olivia?"
"Because it's not your baby," I said.
"Who said it had to be," he shrugged. "Not that I'm tryna move fast or something but blood doesn't make a family. It's the bond and that connection and love."
I smiled and looked away so he wouldn't see me, "okay."
"Do you know the gender yet?" He asked.
"It's a boy," I smiled. "I just found out yesterday."
"That's good, is that what you wanted?"
"I didn't really matter to me cause I was gonna give the baby up for adoption, but I decided to keep him," I explained.
