Hope

Chapter 6

Hopes POV
Apparently I passed out after my dad told me something happened..
"Hey are you ok, after I said I had news you passed out." My dad said.
"Ya I'm good, but tell me what happened." I sucked in a breath. "Honey, your mother woke up. But... After she did, she had a major seizure, then went back into a coma.." He sighed.
I let go of the breath I was holding in. Relieved that she's not dead, but disappointed she's no better.
"Ok." I sighed, tearing up. I soon fell into a deep slumber.
........
Present time
"Hun, Baylinn's here, she has some news about Tyler." He said.
"Wait, how do you know?" I asked.
"I talked to Baylinn earlier, she thought I should know." He said.
"Ya well it's my fault anyway." I said.
"Did you get into a fight?" He asked. Great.
"Well I guess I should tell you everything." I sighed.
"I'll tell Baylinn to wait a minute." He walked out only to come back in and listen.
"Ok, so I had a bad dream about Tyler cheating on me with Baylinn. In the dream he was offended I would ever think he would cheat...so he tried to kill me..and succeeded..." I said.
"Oh gosh, I can see how that could take a toll on someone.. Especially since about a year ago you thought he was cheating on you with Baylinn...except in the dream he.. He Killed you? So basically you had a dream about a bad memory..?" He asked.
"Yup, except he didn't try to kill me in real life." I said.
"Did you tell mom?" He asked.
"No, I didn't. The dream just was so scary, and I needed time. but that doesn't excuse my behavior and attitude towards her, and I feel so bad." I said.
"Hey, when mom wakes up you can tell her you're sorry." he said.
"...what if she doesn't-wake up." I said quietly.
"What are you talking about, of course she's gonna wake up!" He screamed, hurt in his eyes.
"Ok dad." I said looking at the ground."get Baylinn in here." I continued.
"Hi Baylinn, can we talk?" I asked.
"Of course." She said alittle confused.
"I had a dream about Tyler cheating on me with you a couple days ago." I chuckled.."and he killed me." I finished
"Oh, well sounds like a year ago all over again, except the part where he killed you..I'm sorry you had that dream, but I've already told you nothing happened between me and Tyler. We are just close." She explained.
"I know, I don't know why I dreamed about it, I just thought you should know, I don't know" I said looking down.
"Hey, it's ok. It's over-" she started
"No it's not! He beat his ex! Did he ever tell you that!" I yelled
"Yes, but you don't understand, he feels horrible for that." She said.
"I don't care. What did you have to tell me?" I asked.
"Tyler's arm started to bleed yesterday. Bad. He lost more blood, and now he's In intensive care in the rehab center. He's disintegrating into nothing." She said. Those words made me cringe. I started sobbing, screaming, and shaking. Baylinn came to comfort me. I didn't love Baylinn considering Tyler and her were kinda too close sometimes, leading me to believe he cheated. My dream just keeps playing in my head. Make it stop. He's choking me all over again. Oh great now I'm thing about the time when I thought he was cheating for real. Make that stop. I was dying inside, thinking of both my dream, and a year ago. Real life. The people I love in my life are dying. I have to save them. My ex may be my ex, but I love him. He might have beat his ex, but I still love him some how. he might not have been telling me anything, but I love him. And my mom, i cringed at the thought of her being in pain. I hope she feels nothing, I hope while she's in that coma, she's peaceful, sleeping on a cloud. I need to help them. I need to. But what can I do? I'm a piece of nothing. I'm a bratty child. For the first time In my life, I feel alone. Am I over exaggerating? Ya probably. All I want to do is help those whom I love, I want them to be ok. I don't care about me, I care about them. Yet how do I help people when i feel myself also...disintegrating into nothing.