THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS I WISH I COULD TELL YOU
MAYBE SOME YOU WONT HEAR UNTIL AFTER IM DEAD
IVE GOT SOME DEEP ROOTED ISSUES INSIDE ME
AND THEYRE ALL LIKE CRUMBLED PIECES OF PAPER IN MY HEAD
FIRST ID LIKE TO SAY TO YOU THAT IM NOT AS STRONG AS YOU THINK
IM BINGING AND PURGING AND RESTRICTING AS I STEP ON THE SCALE EVERY DAY AND PUKE IN THE SINK
AND WHAT YOU CALL A WHORE I CALL SELF ESTEEM ISSUES BECAUSE I CANT MANAGE TO LOOK AT MYSELF RIGHT UNLESS SOMEBODY ELSE IS TELLING ME TO GIVE MORE UNTIL IVE GOT NOTHING ELSE LEFT
THE DRUGS AND THE CIGARETTES AND THE DRINKING WELL ISNT THAT JUST A THING THAT WE DO TO COPE
ITS A THING I DO TO HOPE
THAT IM NOT HERE ANYMORE THE NEXT DAY
THE STUPIDITY IS JUST AN ACT
I AM SMARTER THAN YOU THINK
I AM AN HONOR ROLL STUDENT
MY BRAIN DOESNT JUST SIT THERE AND LOOK CUTE AND PINK
I HOPE THAT AFTER YOU KNOW SOME OF THIS
YOU TAKE INTO CONSIDERATION
THAT WE ARE BOTH ALIKE IN MOST WAYS
