Be My Forever

The Kiss!

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Samantha's POV:

You need a LOT of guts to hurt your loved ones, and I hate myself so much for I'd said to Benedict. Even though he'd hurt me, I just couldn't hate him and I hate the way I don't hate him, not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all. That's the problem in love, sometimes it makes you feel numb, because if you actually feel how much you love a person it kills you. It doesn't mean you're a bad person. It only means you're heart is so big. When you're in love, you forget about yourself because all you think is about them and that's why I'm feeling like a fool right now. Inspite of what he'd done to me, I still worry about him.

What the fuck is wrong with me?!

And seeking advice from Zhang confused me a lot more. He said if I was clever, I wouldn't love him any more but he also said that we all regret the choices we didn't make. What the hell does that even mean?!

I heard someone opening my door. I walked outside of my bedroom and saw Payal searching for something.

"What are you doing here?"

"I think I left my Bluetooth headset when I was here yesterday" she rummaged through the bowl of keys.

What is it with people and loosing their things in my living room? I sighed heavily and plopped on the couch.

"What's wrong?" She stopped her hunt and looked at me. I shrugged. She frowned and took a seat beside me.

"What did he tell you?" She asked.

I pursued my lips and shook my head.

"What did you tell him?" She asked again.

"I said something harsh to him and it bothers me a lot, that's the single thought occupying my mind since yesterday" I said.

"So you know how hard it is to hurt someone you love, eh?" She smirked.

"What do you mean?" I frowned.

"Don't deny it, Sam. You still love him, admit it" she emphasized.

"I-I-" what am I supposed to say to that? I got up from my couch and walked away.

"You know Benedict met me two days back. He explained to me everything and I felt sorry for him, so sorry for him that I told him I would do anything to get you both together"

Et tu, Payal? I thought.

She got up from the couch and stood next to me. "I was the one who told him to get drunk and make a scene in front of your house" she admitted.

"What?!" I gaped at her.

"And I told him to just act but, he said quote, when it comes to Sam I want everything to be real because she is the most realest person I've ever met, unquote. I knew you always loved him and you were only temporarily mad at him. You always give people chances. When you can give Zhang a chance to explain himself, I wonder why can't you do the same with Benedict?"

"That's totally different" I looked away.

"No. It isn't! You are mixing up things, Sam. With this one thing, you are mixing you're future! Like, what will happen next once you two get together? Will your parents agree to him? And all those shit is confusing you!"