Tate McRae Oneshots ✓

Left Me Yet

Earth 13
Y/n's View

"I'm not good at this shit but I'm sorry. I shouldn't have gotten jealous." I say.

Bad at sorrys,

"Being jealous is a normal thing, I'm not mad at you about that. I'm mad because it's like you don't trust me." Tate says.

"I trust you. It's just that you're the first person to love me and I'm attracted to you — I don't wanna share." I say.

"All my life, I was never able to fit in and no one wanted to be around me. Now I have you and you always want to be around me." I say.

good at finding places
I don't belong, where I don't belong

"I'll always be here." Tate says.

I smile and she kisses me.

"I love you." Tate says hugging me.

I feel so lucky
When you say that you love me

"I love you too." I say.

I really don't deserve her.

'Cause I know I'm not worthy

Time Skip

"You are late missy." Tate says answering the phone.

"I know, I kinda forgot and fell asleep." I say.

"Eh, it's whatever." Tate says.

Every time, you always forgive me

"I miss you so much." Tate says changing the subject.

And you say that you miss me
Never hold it against me

"I miss you too." I say.

"Mmm, you're hiding something from me." Tate says.

"No." I say.

"We've been together for 3 years, I would know." Tate says.

"No, I'm not!" I say.

"Y/n—" Tate says.

"Why can't you just fucking believe me?!" I ask.

I hang up and sigh.

I get mad, I hide things and say things I can't take back

Today makes 10 years since my mom died. She wasn't the best mom, she wasn't even really there for me. I had to stay with my grandma until she passed while my mom had 3 other kids. I never got the answers I wanted because she wouldn't never tell my why.

"Why? Why keep them and give me up?!" I ask.

"Why can't you just be honest with me?! Why did they get to live in a mansion while I hardly had food on the table?!" I ask.

Her death has been haunting me ever since. I see her ghost and she tells me to kill myself. She tells I wasn't good enough. But why? Why wasn't I good enough?

My dad wanted me after I was born but my mom wouldn't let him keep me. She knew she wouldn't take care of me but refused to let someone else do it. I talk to my dad but he has his own issues.