Tate McRae Oneshots ✓

go away

Earth 22
Tate's View

"Hey." Y/n says.

"Hi." I say.

Please don't say it. Please don't say it.

"You kinda down." Y/n says.

You say I should be on top of the world but I'm not feeling much

Please don't say it. Please don't say it.

"I'm hanging in there." J say.

You know, I used to think I could fly, now I'm just holding on

Please don't say it. Please don't say it.

"Are you okay?" Y/n asks.

She said it. She said it.

"Yeah." I say as my voice cracks.

Yeah, I'm laughing in a room full of strangers on the verge of tears
Yeah, I should be on top of the world but yet I'm right here

Y/n stares at me and I start to cry.

Oh 'cause every time (Every time)
You look at me,

She hugs me and rubs my back.

This is how it always states. A hug turns into a kiss, a kiss turns into sex, sex turns into 'I love you,' I love you turns into disappointment, and then it repeats.

it's never enough for you

Y/n gets off without being hurt and I never do. It's like I'm a plane with too much baggage — I can't take off with all the weight.

It can't be fair to me

I'll fall for it every time because no matter what, I will always love Y/n.

'Cause boy you know I'm so damn in love with you

It's even harder to forget her when my best friend is her twin brother.

Oh, ooh-ooh
I've been stuck seeing your face in everyone

"I'm fine." I say gently pushing Y/n away.

"Tate." Y/n says as I walk away.

I sigh and turn around.

"I still got you." She says.

I smile and walk away.

Time Skip

"Did you think that you were in a relationship?" Garrett asks.

"She told me that she didn't want a relationship and that it would just be a fling. I wanted a relationship but I still decided to mess around with Y/n. Now I have to deal with the consequences." I say.

Shouldn't have played in your game of fun
Now I don't think I'm okay, you never go away

"How is Y/n doing? Does she feel the same way you do?" Garrett asks.

"She's perfectly fine without me. I don't thinks she even cares." I say.

Oh, enjoy the show, you seem to love when I'm alone
You like to care until you don't

"Well, she says she's has my back. She just can't expect me to get over this if she won't go away." I say.

Now I don't think I'm okay, you never go away
Oh, ooh-ooh (Oh, ooh-ooh, ooh)

"But I can't live without her." I say.

I should be on top of the world but I've been falling down
And each day gets a little bit worse when you're not around (Oh, oh)