Tate McRae Oneshots ✓

feel like shit

Earth 18
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I put my phone down and sniffle.

Usually never cry at all
I would say I'm pretty tough

It's been 2 weeks but I will miss Y/n.

But it's been a couple weeks now and I still feel stuck in my lungs

It's never been like this for me before. I can go to a party and be perfectly fine... but not with Y/n.

And usually I go out on nights
And not think of you once

Y/n made a whole song about me and now I have to watch her new girlfriend be me in the video.

But if they start playin' that song
I can't help but to think about us, oh, oh

I thought the hardest part was getting rid of Y/n.

Really thought I'd be done with the hardest part
When I pulled myself out of your arms

That was nothing compared to now

Wish I knew that was only the start
And now I'm fallin' apart 'cause

Y/n hasn't called or texted me, that means we're actually done.

Last night for the very first time
You didn't even try to call

"Hey." Y/n says.

"What?" I ask.

"I'm outside." Y/n says.

I look out the window and Y/n waves.

Y/n's wanted me since the 8th grade and now we'll probably never speak again. I can't do it, I really can't.

Oh I, I, won't lie
I thought I might die

I try to occupy my mind but everything reminds me of her. My clothes smell like her, my bed smells like her, her clothes are still her, her toothbrush is still in my bathroom — EVERYTHING.

I couldn't even sleep at all

I have to deal with this for the rest of my life. Maybe it'll get easier. I just feel like shit.

And maybe I'll get used to it (Ah, ah, ah-ah, ah)
But right now I just feel like shit (Ah, ah, ah-ah, ah)
Oh, oh

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