I woke up on a half dry sheet I sat up and looked overZaire nor Namil were there they weren't anywhere in the house my keys were gone and so was my car
I sat on the couch over thinking
I got up after awhile to get something to drink I also made some bottles Then I sat back down staring at the door
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I heard the door knob jiggle i put my cup on the coffee table and stood up
He walked in throwing Zaire on me
"Where were you" I said following him into the kitchen He sat down and looked up at me "my parents house" he said
S: why
N: they wanted to see him
S: oh ok
N: but he wouldn't stop fucking crying so I brung him home
S: we'll did you change him?
N: that's your job
S: it's both of our job
N: nah it's yours
S: did you at least feed him
N: nah
S: you can't do shitI sighed and grabbed a bottle from the fridge then went upstairs and put him in the bath
When he got out I put some lotion and the rest of his baby skin stuff then some shorts and a wife beater ( just like his dad)
I fed him the bottle and put him to sleep in his crib I got the shower and got dressed and did my makeup I went downstairs And sat on the couch with Namil he put his arm over my shoulder I looked down and saw an opened pill bottle I smile lightly and looked at him
It was his medication I'm glad he's taking it again he pulled me on his chest and played with my hair
There was a knock on the door I got up and opened it
It was that girl that called me a bitch yesterday
???: is Namil here
S: nah
???: I can see him right there
S: so why did you ask if he was here
???: look can I come in or not
S: nah
???: whateverShe pushed past me and sat next to Namil who was zoned out "get out my house" I said standing in-front of her she got up and pushed me
"Look bitch don't get smart" she said
I looked at her up and down before punching straight forward she pulled me by my hair and started kicking me
we both fell and I got on top and started punching her in her face Namil pulled me off of her she ran out the house and Namil closed the door
N: you a lil fighter now?
S: No
N: so then what was that
S: I don't like to fight
N: so why were you just fighting
S: because you FUCKING let that bitch get comfortable she was here yesterday talking out her mouth holding MY SON calling me bitches and shit Then had the nerve to put her hands on me
N: yell at me again I dare you
S:...
N: exactly now go clean yourself up you look recklessHe said pushing me by my head "how tf is this on me" I said to myself slamming the bathroom door he yelled at me for doing that as well i my lip was bleeding a little so I just cleaned that up
I went out the bathroom and went back in my room and turned the tv on